In preparation for Easter, I'm reading through the account of Jesus' death and resurrection (those come on Sunday). It's just something I've done this week for quite a while. Yesterday, as I was reading Matthew's testimony of the arrest, trial, conviction, and death of Christ I noticed that twice while Jesus was in the Garden of Gethsemane he prayed, " Yet not as I will, but as you will. " ( Matthew 26:39, 42 ). I began to think how many times I have prayed, and heard others pray as well, " Lord, if it's your will... " or " May your will be done... " Yet I'm not sure we really mean it. It's not that we're not meaning people, we are. But do we really want God's will to be done,. Or...are we really wanting or hoping our will to become God's will? Jesus truly wanted God's will...even if it cost him his life. In fact, he knew it would. had had already predicted his death several times before this night ar...