Christmas!
Christmas morning is a special time all across our nation. It's always been a special time for me. But last night - Christmas Eve - as I was rocking Joshua to sleep a Christmas never became as special as this one.
I've celebrated Christmas as a son, brother, grandson, nephew, God-father, uncle, cousin, and husband. But I've never woke up on Christmas Day as a father. . .until now. . .no, right now. . .really. . .I just woke up! Last night it really hit me - because of God's miraculous gift that I was holding, I would wake up this morning for the first time and celebrate Christmas as a dad.
All at once a swell of emotion overwhelmed me. Here was our miracle, lying in my arms. Innocent. Dependent. Loving. In his Christmas pajamas. And I get to share Christmas with him. I never thought I would get to share this day with him. Yet, here it is. All I could do was praise The Lord and thank Him for this opportunity.
Now the good thing is that I didn't stay up late putting toys together. Toddler toys are already assembled - unlike everything else you buy for them; and, yes, I know it only gets worse.
But, today I get to enjoy it as a father for the first time. It's difficult for me to comprehend it. I almost want to go wake Joshua up so we can unrwap gifts together. But for now I will let he and Cindy sleep and I will bask the blessings of the Father.
Merry Christmas,
Mike
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