Held

Heard Natalie Grant's Held this morning.




I had mixed emotions. This was very popular when my wife, Karen, passed away.

Part of me was ok with the song. I just listened. The words are so powerful and anyone who has lost another to death, illness, drugs, alcohol, pornography, an accident, or to anything else can very well relate to them. I've heard it a number of times before with no problems.

Part of me was reminded of those mornings right after Karen died. My alarm would go off telling me to get up and face another day and this song would come across the air waves right into my bedroom. On those mornings it would remind me of her absence, making missing her all the more painful. Maybe that was the emotion that I was struggling with today?

Mike

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DeAnn said…
This is the same song I listened to over and over after Ken died May 19, 2005. Even though I cried every time I heard it (and still do), I also took comfort that my Father was holding me through my valley.

DeAnn
Tuesday, May 01, 2007 10:26:00 PM
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