Soakin' Up Life . . . at a 100 MPH!

Where's the Focus?

2011-12-08T08:52:00.001-06:00

***CONFESSION ALERT**** - Sometimes I think that my relationship with God is about me.

Whew! Glad to get that off my chest. But, think about it, don't we tend to tell people that WE need to become more like Christ? We teach that God loves ME! Isn't that why we celebrate Christmas. . .the birth of our redeemer sent by God for US? And at times I've bought into it.

Don't get me wrong. I thoroughly believe God loves us more than any of His creations and wants to have a personal relationship with each of us. I believe that I am to strive to be more like Jesus everyday and should be a reflection of His presence and the transformation taking place in my life. But stay with me.

In reading John 1, John the Baptist - Jesus' kinfolk - unapologetically claims that it's not about him. WHAT?! Yeah, you read it right. It's wasn't about John. It was about his cousin, Jesus. John said, "I am not the Christ" (v. 20). As a matter of fact, John goes on to say that he isn't even worthy of being the lowest servant who unties Jesus' sandals (v. 27). The next day, when he saw Jesus coming he confessed, "Look, the Lamb of God, who takes away the sin of the world" (v. 29).

And it wasn't like John wasn't attracting attention. He was drawing quite a crowd. He even attracted the Jews finest - the Pharisees and priests. It would have been easy, if not natural, for him to make it all about him. Wouldn't it?

Don't know if you're getting the picture or not, but here's a wild man - eating locusts and wild honey while sporting the latest in animal skins was not the center of the diet & fashion trends at the time - coming out of nowhere and pointing people to Him. . .to Jesus. It's the whole less of me, more of Him kind of stuff.

I think the spiritual growth. . .the be more like Jesus . . .comes when we do make it about Jesus and not ourselves. I think that's true because Jesus was about others, not Himself. He was about you, not Him. And when we focus our life on Him - exhibiting His love, grace, mercy, sacrifice, and service - then we are being more like Jesus. Our growth into being Jesus with skin on comes out of our pursuit of Jesus' heart, not when we are the focus.

Here's a some questions to ponder:

Who does your life point to. . .you or God?
Is your relationship with God about you or Him?
Who's the most important person in your life. . .you or God?
What would other people say?

Maybe, you're like me and in the midst of life's stuff you've gotten turned around and your focus has become more about you than God. If so, do what I did, confess it to God. He's very gracious and I know it will put a huge smile on His face when you do. Did that? If so, thank Jesus that His focus was about God and not Himself. Now begin to live like Jesus is the focus and not you.

Mike

It's Always Sunny

2011-12-01T11:14:00.001-06:00

It's that time of the year in the northwest. The time when days begin to get extremely short and the skies are covered with clouds and drips it's prevailing dampness upon us. This will happen day in and day out until the end of May or into June.

But today is different. The sky is blue, the sun is shining, and spirits across the northwest are lifted! I tend to say that if I can see Mt. Hood in the morning, then it's going to be a good day - so the summers are filled with good days. The falls and winters. . .not so much.

As I was appreciating the glow of fresh sunshine, I thought, isn't it always sunny? I mean, it's not like the sun went somewhere or took the day off just because the clouds rolled in. Right? It's not like it didn't rise and won't set at the end of the day. It's more like the clouds are playing a prevent defense and are preventing us from seeing and experiencing the sun.

It's kinda the same with God, isn't it? Isn't there a tendency to take His presence and power for granted as long as things are going well. . .as long as the sun is shining? But let the clouds of hardship, suffering, change, or adversity roll in and we roll up. We forget that God is still there. His presence, like the sun, is still shining. He hasn't taken his focus off of us. He didn't step away to take a nap. He's still there. But all we focus on are the clouds of life - the problems, the struggle.

While God is always there, what do you focus on? God or your problems?

I know it's hard to see past the clouds. And in the northwest some people actually suffer from seasonal affective disorder - bouts of depression brought on by the ever-present clouds and lack of sunshine. It's the same in life. It's not any different. We get inundated by life's problems and we get depressed. . .we wonder if relief is ever going to come. I know. I've been there.

Here's the cool thing, just as the sun is always shining, God is always there for us. And while it's hard to picture or feel the warmth of the sun when clouds are covering you, God is right here with you. He's a prayer away. He's within arm's reach, waiting for you to take His hand. He's walking with you through the thick and thin of life. He promises that nothing will cause Him to take His focus off of you. Even the clouds of today's hurt.

My friend Steve used to remind me, "Even when you can't see the hand of God, you have to trust the heart of God." Thanks Steve. Today, trust the heart of God, even though you may not feel His presence or can see His power.

So. . .you seeing the clouds or sunshine of life? Do you live covered with the clouds of hardship and trouble? Stop what you're doing and ask God to allow you to feel the warmth of His presence. Are you experiencing the sunshine of God's presence? Stop and thank Him.

Now where are my sunglasses?
Mike

Purrrrrring

2011-11-26T10:11:00.001-06:00

This morning when I woke up I heard Harley (our 7-month old kitten) purring really, really loud! You know the sound. . .a cross between a Singer sewing machine and a Harley motorcycle (hence the name). When I rolled over I noticed she was snuggled up next to Cindy - yep, she's a snuggler. I knew her purring could only mean one thing. . .she was very content being up close to her Momma. And she didn't have plans on moving anytime soon. She was warm. She felt safe. She was comfortable. She was right where she knew she needed to be.

It got me to thinking, what should be a sign that we are "snuggled" up to the Father and are content? I mean, shouldn't there be something that others can see, hear, or sense about us that let's them know we are living right up next to our Heavenly Father and content without plans of moving anytime soon? If so, then how would others know? What should be our "purring"?

I would love to hear your feedback.

For some reason I have this insatiable need to lick my paws. . er, I mean hands. . .maybe it's because there's last night's dessert on them. . .hmmmmmm.
Mike

Black Friday

2011-11-25T08:40:00.001-06:00

Here are some of my ramblings about Black Friday.

Black Friday. . .the day when Americans all across this nation get up at ungodly hours to stand in line and hustle for a chance to purchase something for what appears to be a more than reasonable rate. WHY?!

I did this last year, against my wishes. I went to Kohl's with Cindy at 3:00 am. Again, WHY?! I have to admit, I don't think I was there much more than an hour. Then I headed back home and went back to bed, and swore never to do it again.

Cindy climbed in the car with a friend and off they went.

They main reason I hear from people that they participate in Black Friday is - "I save so much money!"Have you ever thought the retailers could have been selling it at this price all along? Have we ever stop to think that our sanity and rest is more important that the material by-product of Black Friday?

I understand that it "saves money". And families sure could use more money in their pockets. But, let's be real, to how many Americans does it really mean we just get to buy more stuff? How many of us stopped shopping only after we bought everything we wanted. . .not needed? How many of us went out a blew a wad of cash on stuff we already had, but felt we needed more of or a newer version of?

This morning I was thinking about people in other countries. I wonder what they think of us and our Black Friday? I wonder about those in other countries who are having trouble feeding their children, cleaning up remnants from mudslides and earthquakes, or escaping with just their lives from civil unrest think of us who can't get enough "stuff?"

Then, there's the people who have worked all night, away from their families. Not because they WANT to but because we DEMANDED it. . .because we MUST have a Black Friday.

I just keep wondering when enough is enough? I wonder what would happen if we stopped having Black Friday? And don't give me the corporate mantra "Companies need this?" Really? Come on! I understand the retail market. I understand this is the part of the year that "makes or breaks" companies. I've worked in retail. I know. But do we really need Black Friday. And is it really Black Friday not that it begins on Thanksgiving? Again, when is enough. . .enough?

Distractions v. Intentionality

2011-11-17T09:33:00.001-06:00

If you don't know it by now, let me tell ya - I'm A.D.D. I haven't been officially diagnosed, but after a life-long struggle with distractions, I have come to believe I am. Literally, I am the guy who heads to do one thing, see or hear something, go to investigate, work on it, in the meantime a trigger goes off in my head and I think of something else, then, on and on the cycle goes. . .and I never finished my original task. Go figure. Just in typing these few lines I've thought of a couple of things I could write a post about.

Even during my time with God in the mornings I get distracted. I come to my office. Turn on my desk lamp. Get my Bible and journal out. Turn on the monitor and. . . check the daily news, look over some blogs, read over an article or two, click on Pandora. . .all before opening my Bible.

Then while I'm reading and thinking through the passage I'm reading I'll notice something about the artist that's playing, I'll click on their bio, research their work, click on another article. . .you get the picture.

This is why I have lists. Just ask Cindy about me and lists. I don't even go to the store for something without a list. I don't pack without a list. I don't start my day without a list. I don't leave a meeting without writing a list. I just know I'll forget something. Now, I 'm not one of those people who have to write something down just so I can check it off of my list - that's just weird, a waste of time and a post for another time.

Confession time - Am I the only one who struggles with this? I have a sneaky suspicion I'm not.

These past couple of days I've sensed God speaking to me about distractions in my life and living with intentionality. And this week I have been asking God to help me become more intentional with my life - my time, my energy, my mind, my relationships, my giftedness, and my passions. Here's what that looks like for me.

I feel that I need to become more intentional. . .

In prayer life - quit throwing out drive-by prayers.
With my physical well being - need to realize that coffee is not really a meal. . .I know, go figure, and I need to implement some sort of physical exercise.
With the ministries I'm leading and developing leaders - stop trying to do everything myself.
With my time - stop wasting it.
With my marriage - want to keep the spark in our relationship.

I have a feeling when I begin to be more intentional in these areas of my life, I will begin to eliminate some of the distractions. I'll probably always wrestle with distractions, but intentionality will help me focus on the important things and help me fight off the desire or wanton clicking, thinking, etc.

What distracts you? Where do you need to become more intentional?

Now what was I doing?
Mike

The Quiet of the Morning

2011-11-14T09:38:00.001-06:00

On Sunday mornings I meet a friend at 7:00 to unlock the building & gates, clean up stuff, straighten up rooms, check bathrooms, and overall, just make sure the buildings are ready for services & Bible studies. A couple of weeks ago we were going through the routine when he said, "I like the mornings, it's quiet." I readily agreed and we moved one.

I've been thinking about that statement for a couple of weeks now. . .reflecting on why it resonated with me so much.

I think, for me, the quiet of the morning strengthens me. I know, I know, your thinking, "Mike's like a super-hero!" Not hardly. But it does prepare me for the day. When I just get up and start running around - coffee, shower, dress, and head out the door, I'm already sapped. No energy for the rest of the day. The quiet of the morning allows me to get ready for what lies beneath, ahead, or whatever.

I'm also an introvert by nature. Alright, alright, get up off the floor and wipe those tears from your eyes. No , really. I'm serious. I like crowds as long as I don't have to interact with them or as long as I'm in front of them, not in the middle of them. Believe it or not, crowds drain me. If I'm ever in the middle of a large crowd I have to have a place to escape to for some down time. Even when I'm with my family - and when I say family imagine me times a bajillion in loudness & fun, that's not a bad thing, it's awesome! - but I still need some down time.

I like the quiet of my office. It's my Bat Cave! It's where me, my thoughts, struggles, and God hang out. It's where I wrestle with life, solve issues, seek God's heart, write, cry, laugh, and pray. It's where I learn new things in His Word about God and his character and love for me. It's where I seek His peace, grace, and forgiveness. It's where the Lord empowers me for the day, week, and life.

I NEED the quiet of the morning. Don't know about your life, but mine gets pretty hectic. Most of the time it's when I leave the sanctuary of our house. But, we live life inside was well. So, sometimes things get stressful when I leave the sanctuary of my office. And the quiet of the morning prepares me.

Where's your empowering place & time? Where's your Bat Cave?

Gotta go, the Bat Signal just lit up!
Mike

Baby Steps

2011-11-12T12:54:00.001-06:00

Ever had something you love to do taken away from you? Or at least your ability greatly diminished? That's what I felt like today.

I love running. I don't do it on an everyday basis - the weather in the NW doesn't help. I tend to be more purposeful when I schedule a run or race. I've always been able to run. I just lace up the ol' tenni-runners and head out the door. I may be a little out of shape, but it's just putting one foot in front of another. It's also served as a release for me. To run, sweat, and accomplish a goal is a high for me.

About six weeks ago I had knee surgery to repair a torn meniscus. Up until today I have only ridden a stationary bike for about 10-15 minutes trying to strengthen it and get it ready to run again.

Today, I tried running on it. I didn't make it two houses before I realized running today was not an option. Maybe it was the cold. Maybe I needed to warm up and stretch a little more. Maybe there's more in there that needs to be repaired, or maybe I'm just getting old. Or. . .it could be a combination of the above.

So, I walked. For twenty continuous minutes. . .I walked. Even with that I had moments of pain - the foot landed wrong or stepping off or on to a curb.

To be honest, I was a little disappointed. I had been looking forward to this day for a while. Cindy even bought me some new running shoes for my birthday. I was excited! But when I took those first few steps and felt the pain, I almost turned around and went back inside. I didn't and I'm glad I kept going. This is new territory for me. So what do I do?

I'll just walk some more. Keep doing some stretching. Maybe ride more than I usually do in the fall/winter. And keep on going. . .a little more, a little more, and a little more.

And in the immortal words of Bill Murray in What About Bob?, "Baby steps. Baby steps. Baby steps."
Mike

The Note Card

2011-11-08T09:44:00.000-06:00

Earlier this year I shared one of the messages from our Courageous series. To the "less is more" point I only had two points. I know this goes against the conventional three points and poem structure of sermonology. But, oh well. About a week or so after that message I found a note card that had the two points written on it. It was Cindy's handwriting. Ok, so it was Cindy's card. That card has since found it's way into my journal. It's paper-clipped to the top of the next right-hand page, so whenever I open my journal the reminder is there. That means that every morning when I sit down with my Bible and journal. . .it's there. When I stop during the day to make a note of something. . .it's there. When I close up my journal at the end of the day and getting ready to go home. . .it's there.

Here are the two points:

Courageous men. . .

Give control to Jesus
Lead their families

I know. It's seems pretty simple, doesn't it? It is. . .until we try it. On paper it's. . ."Wow! I can do that!" until we attempt to put it into action and realize that I haven't given Jesus control of my time, job, anger, lust, internet, family, finances, hobby, or heart. Or until we start working on setting the spiritual and relational tone in our families, especially if we haven't done it in a while. . .or ever for that matter.

Guys, want to know how you're doing? Ask you wife and/or children. Give them permission to be honest without consequences. Ask with the desire to improve and become a courageous man.

So, yeah, I'm working on it, too. Wish I was better at both. Wish I could write this and tell you I'm a model of a courageous man. The fact is, I'm weak, selfish, and a control freak. But God has given me an incredible wife who supports and encourages me and calls me out when I'm not giving control to Jesus or not leading our family. He's also given me His Word and His Spirit to guide me and empower me to become a man after God's own heart.

What steps do you need to take today to begin the process of becoming a courageous man?

Mike

College Football 2011

2011-11-05T12:07:00.003-05:00

Well, it's Saturday and it's November. . .means that college football is still on (YEA!!) and some big games are going to be played. Ok, here's the default game -Texas Tech at Texas. I don't care how good Texas seems to be, Tech always scares me. Their style football seems to catch teams off guard. Even if they have a decent defense. The Red Raiders have already dismantled a very good Oklahoma team. At least they are playing in Austin. I'll take that over Lubbock any day.

Now, for the game of the week and probably the game of the year - Alabama vs. LSU. I read this week that this game is drawing more attention than last year's BCS Championship game. Don't know if I agree with that, but it is a VERY big game. Whoever wins this game will probably go on to the BCS Championship game. I have to admit that I think these are THE two best teams in the country right now. I don't think Oklahoma State, Stanford, or Boise State could hang with either team for four quarters. The depth, speed, athletic ability and coaching of Alabama & LSU is above everyone else.

I don't know who will win. I think it's going to be a good game. I will be at church tonight while the Alabama & LSU game is going on so I won't get to watch it. Oh well.

I do have my favorites, though. Sooooo. . .

HOOK 'EM HORNS & ROLL TIDE!

Mike

Anatomy of a Conflict

2011-11-02T12:06:00.000-05:00

This morning in our Men's Fraternity group - Winning@ Work and Home - we learned about the Anatomy of a Conflict, especially as it pertains to men in a relationship with women. Robert Lewis described for us the process we, guys, go through when we enter into a conflict with our wives or girl friends. Found it useful so I thought I would share it with you.

It goes like this. . ..

Step 1 - Enter into Conflict

Step 2 - Hurt Feelings - Something is said or done that hurts us

Step 3 - Anger - When we can't fix it, we get angry about it

Step 4 - Two Choices – 1s Fork
Choice 1 - Flee – Withdraw (physically or silently), close up, let problems fester. This escalates isolation in the marriage rather than foster closeness.
Choice 2 - Face the Conflict – Better of The two, Leads to the next set of choices. This leads to Step 5

Step 5 - Two Choices – 2^nd Fork
Choice 1 - Fight – Use your words to accuse, Demand, and demean, The point here is win at all costs.
Choice 2 - Invitation to Dialogue – “Let’s talk” or “Can we talk?” This leads to Step 6

Step 6 - Understanding, Forgiveness, Compromise - Leads to discussion and resolution. Healing takes place here as we move to understand our wives and how to handle our hurts.

Step 7 - Growth - Moves the two of you closer together in purpose and direction and growth occurs in us as we see the result of going through the process.

This led to a great discussion about how guys handle conflict. And as most of us know guys are not that good at it. This biggest step we can make, men, is realizing it's not about the WIN. It's about the relationship. These realizations as well as knowing this process and USING it can really make a difference in our marriages.

As you read this, what sticks out to you? Does this help you as you walk through your last conflict with your wife or husband? Guys, do you see a "sticking place" in the process where you naturally default? What step do you need to take today to move your marriage toward growth?

Let me know if and how it works for you,
Mike

Halloween Afterthoughts

2011-11-01T09:47:00.002-05:00

Cindy loves Halloween. She loves dressing up in her Goofy costume, buying candy, carving pumpkins, etc. For me, it's not that big of a deal. Actually, I'm having to get used to trick-or-treaters again. For most of my ministry experience, I've been part of a church that hosted some kind of event on Halloween. So, I haven't been at home. Greater Gresham hosts the Fall Family Festival, but we did ours on Friday evening this year.

Thinking back on this year's Halloween I have a couple of thoughts:

Why do we spend so much money dressing up as someone else and asking/ for and giving away candy? According to mint.com - "This year, more consumers plan on dressing in costume spending a whopping $2.5 billion on costumes, alone. Consumers are even indulging pets in the fun with an estimated $310 million being spent on pint-sized pet costumes." This doesn't even count the amount of money spend on candy, rehab for children coming off of sugar highs, and therapy for parents trying to deal with kids hooked on mounds of candy.
What's with high-schoolers and parents trick-or-treating? C'mon people!! It's for the kiddos! I had one girl that was bigger than the dad escorting his kids to the door. Even he was surprised. And she wasn't even as polite as the children.
I just don't get the entitlement attitude of some of the kids. Last night more than one child looked in their bag with some level of disdain after I dropped some candy in it. It's like I dissed them or something. Get over it kid. I don't owe you anything! It's FREE candy. Take it and your entitlement attitude, get a job, buy your own candy, and give it out as YOU like.
"Pick a couple" doesn't have the same meaning it used to. Sometimes we would have the kids pick two pieces of candy. We would say something like "Pick a couple" or "Take a couple." More than once Cindy and I encountered a trick-or-treater that, for some unknown reason, thought "a couple" meant an entire handful. WHAT?! It means TWO. When did the definition change?

To be honest, there were plenty of children and parents that were appreciative, smiling, having a good time, and very friendly. So what I experienced last night was not the norm, it's just what stood out in my mind. I just think things have changed quite a bit since I was a kid.

What's your thoughts about Halloween.

Man, I feel old!
Mike

Wish It Wasn't Monday. . .

2011-10-31T10:24:00.000-05:00

At least not this Monday.

For some reason, I'm wishing it wasn't Monday. Kinda wish it was my day off. . .again. Usually I'm the guy who kicks off the week by getting out of bed, heading downstairs for some coffee and time with God. Then it's get dressed and run into the office to see what needs to be fixed, replaced, and what's on the calendar & to-do list for the week. I'm the guy who likes to get up when it's still dark. . .and quiet. I look forward to it. And, yes, many think I'm weird and I would never qualify to be a student pastor (and for other reasons noted here).

Not this morning. NOT AT ALL! I feel like I'm in that commercial where the swimmers are trying to swim the backstroke through a pool of honey or molasses or something like that. That's just crazy! Isn't it?

A couple of questions for you:

Are you an early riser or would you rather stay up late?
Do you prepare for the week - setting out clothes to wear, preparing to-do list, reviewing calendar, etc. - or just wing it when you get to work?
Do you set time aside on the weekend for rest or do you cram it full of stuff?

Oh well, gotta get busy and get after it. The sun's up and it's getting later. . .burnin' daylight!

Mike

Calling

2011-06-03T10:57:00.000-05:00

Reading through the book of Matthew right now. This morning I read Matthew 3:18-22. It's the calling of the first four disciples - Peter, Andrew, James, and John. There is so much in this passage, but here's a couple of points that just just jumped out at me:

Jesus called four everyday, work-a-day guys to be His first four followers. There was absolutely nothing special about these guys. We would have probably looked right over them. They had no position, power, or pedigree. These guys didn't have a place in the temple, they weren't out spoutin' prayers and rules. They were just doing life. In fact Jesus found them working. I picture Peter as a 4-wheel truck driving, bass boat owning, "Ain't Skeered!" sticker kind of guy. These are the kind of guys Jesus started His ministry with.
Jesus saw past all of that. Jesus saw commitment and a work ethic. He saw potential. He four guys that would be instrumental in carrying out His mission at the end of His ministry. He saw four men who would turn the world upside down after He left it to them. Jesus saw four guys that couldn't rely on their position, power, and pedigree, but rely only on Him. . .and that's the way He likes it.
Their response is incredible, especially after I talk with so many people who don't and/or won't make the kinds of sacrifices they did to follow Jesus. In their calling we read that they all dropped what they were doing and began following Jesus to who knows where. Different versions use words like immediately, at once, quickly, right away, and right then. All those words communicate urgency. . .no questions asked. What a great example for us. . .for you. God wants to use people like Peter, Andrew, James, John. . .and you! You don't have to great communicator or come from a super religious background. Just be willing to let go and follow. Take it from me, it's the ultimate adventure!

Now a couple of lessons:

Are you being used by Jesus? Jesus wants to use us. . .everyday, living life kind of people. The kind of people who have to rely solely and totally on Him to do what He calls us to do - teaching, talking to neighbors, going on mission across the hall at work or across the globe. Are you being used by Jesus?
Are you leaving a legacy? Jesus did and it started with these four men. It takes time, effort, and energy. Whether it's your children, a ministry, or men to lead into the future, it all takes times. Jesus started with these four men and spent three years walking through life, their life, with them. . .investing in them. Who are you investing in?
What's your response to His calling? Do you even know what He's called/calling you to do? These guys dropped everything. James and John even left their father to follow Jesus. Yes, we have to make difficult decisions sometimes, but it's well worth it. What's His calling and what's your response?

Like I said, there's a lot in these four verses. Stop and ponder what Jesus is calling you to do. Maybe He already has and He's waiting for our to leave your "nets." It up to you.

Well. . .gotta go, that's Jesus on the other line. He doesn't like to be kept on hold.
Mike

My Last Night on Earth

2011-04-20T09:41:00.000-05:00

Was reading Luke 22-24 this morning. As I finished, the thought hit me, "What would I do if I knew tonight would be my last night on earth?"

To tell you the truth, I'm not sure what I would do. I've heard people say all sorts of things about how they would spend their last night on earth, from partying all night long to giving everything they owned away to just about anything you can dream up.

Jesus knew this would be his last night on earth. It was the last night he would have to spend with his buddies and family. It was the last night he would share his earthly form with us. It was the last night that he could do whatever he wanted. Yet, Jesus didn't spend partying like it was 1999. He didn't check off stuff from a bucket list. He didn't even gather his family around him to tell them goodbye.

Instead, Jesus spent his last night on earth praying, teaching, fellowshipping, and preparing the apostles for what was about to happen. Jesus' last night was spent getting ready for what was to come in a few short and agonizing hours. And to the end, he focused on fulfilling God's purpose for his life. And am I glad he did.

Like I said, I really don't know what I would do. I would like to think of all kinds of "spiritual" things I would do like focus on the Father, spend time in prayer, or share the gospel with someone who needed to hear it. But who knows. I'm not so spiritual that I can't imagine me wanting to eat my favorite food - Bar-B-Que or Italian or a good steak. Or that I wouldn't have some things still left to check off of a bucket list. Or go for one more ride on a Harley. Or hang out with some of my buddies and relive old times. There's a ton of stuff I can think of that I would do. And none of it has to do with fulfilling God's will for my life. It's all about me. Yet, Jesus wasn't all about himself. He was all about me. . .and you.

What would you do if you knew this would be your last night on earth?

Great question,
Mike

Me, Judas?

2011-04-19T09:58:00.000-05:00

As we prepare for Easter I was thinking about Judas. Kinda wierd, huh? I mean who thinks about Judas? Wasn't he the one who betrayed Jesus to the Chief Priests? Yes, he was. Wasn't he the one who stabbed his friend, Jesus, in the back? Yep, one in the same.

I'm not sure why Judas did it. Depending on which version of Scripture you read, Judas was tempted by the devil (John 13:2). And he gave in to that temptation. In doing so he went and made a deal with the teachers of the law and the Chief Priests to lead them to Jesus to be arrested.

It was Jesus' arrest in the Garden of Gethsemane that led Jesus to be wrongfully tried and persecuted and eventually to his death on the cross. There is so much in all this - God's sovereignty, man's free will, etc.

I can't tell you how many times I've read that passage and thought, "Man, I wouldn't want to be Judas!"

This morning as I was reading through the events of the last week of Jesus' life the Spirit prompted my mind - sounds like something you read in the Bible, huh? - anyway. . .God's Spirit said "You aren't any different than Judas." That hit me pretty hard, then, wouldn't it you? I was reminded that I've turned my back on Jesus. I've betrayed the Son of God. I've sold Him out to protect my reputation. I've denied Him with my silence. I've betrayed him with my rationale. Can't tell you how heavy that ways on my heart. I am thoroughly convicted.

I'm thankful and, yet, regretful at the same time. I would never intentionally do something like that. . .or would I? Wrestling with the matter this morning. Yet, God give me the chance to recoup. . .to confess.

Thank you, God,
Mike

Prayer

2011-03-31T10:58:00.002-05:00

I meet with a couple of guys each week in a discipling relationship - hope that makes sense. As part of our time together I ask them about their times with God the previous week. I want to know that they are working towards having a consistent and meaningful time with God. I believe it's difficult lead and feed their families if they aren't feeding themselves first. Kinda like a momma bird feeding her new hatchlings - probably a bad example for guys, but hopefully you get the picture.

To help one of them I showed them the "ACTS" model of prayer. I learned it years ago reading Bill Hybels' book, Too Busy Not to Pray. It was one of those books that I read early on in my own discipling process that continues to impact me. In case you're interested here's what ACTS stands for:

Adoration - worshipping God for who He is - majestic, mighty, gracious, loving, a strong tower, etc.
Confession - confessing to God where we've messed up - reminder: confession is simply agreeing with God
Thanksgiving - thanking God for what He's done in, through, and around your life
Supplication - asking God - this is where you pray for the needs of others and yourself

Then listen. I think this is very important as you learn to pray. Sometimes we talk so much that we miss out on what God wants to say to us. Just be still - right now some of you are snickering just thinking of me trying to be still. Stop it, this isn't about me...at least, not yet.

So as I was explaining this to my friend I also told him that I used to write out my prayers. No, really, I did. I would write "Adoration" and under Adoration I would write out words that expressed my heart for God. Then, under "Confession" I would write out sins I was confessing and so on. I did this because I would begin praying and loose track of what I was praying about or my mind would wonder and I would forget what I was praying for. It was a method that kept me on track while I prayed. And I don't think God was really all that offended. It was also the beginning of my journaling habit. I still write out my prayers, but they usually come as I write in my journal - lessons God is teaching me, stuff I'm wrestling with, attitudes I suffer with, frustrations, praises for answered prayers and seeing Him transform lives, and I share the regrets I have and the times I mess up.

I say all that to say that I remember those days. Like adventures lived and remembered, I can picture me on my face with my book of prayers before me seeking God's heart. I remember the vibrancy of my prayer life and the passion with which I prayed for others.

So is anything different? Great question. Yeah, I think some things are different. In the words of Erwin McManus, I've become "civilized." See, back then I didn't now any different. No one had taught me there was a "proper" way of living as a Christian. I didn't know about being comfortable or complacent. I hadn't yet discovered that they were acceptable ways of living out my life with Jesus.

I could say I'm just too busy. Yeah, right! Back then, I was going to school full-time, working 24-40 hours a week, leading the singles at our church, serving as an intern, and was married. I'm no busier today than I was then.

So here's what I think it boils down to. I think I'm filling my life with stuff that does take my time, energy, and focus off of or away from Jesus. What's wrong with that picture, eh? I think God is calling me out of civilized Christianity to a way of living for Him that relies totally on being connected to Him.

I know what you're thinking. Go ahead say iiiiiitt. "But, Mike, you're a pastor. You're supposed to be feverishly praying for others and seeking God's will!" You're probably right. But don't forget that your pastors people just like you. We get distracted. We fall into time traps. Some get burned out. And just like the rest of us, pastors find themselves going through the motions and the daily routine of life.

I will say, though, that none of these are an excuse for anyone proclaiming to follow Jesus. . .pastor or not.

And it's not like I don't pray. I do. I often pray as I'm getting the church ready for services on Saturday night and Sunday mornings. I pray when I'm about to take a phone call that I know is going to be a difficult one. I pray as I write in my journal. I pray when I'm done writing. I often find myself talking to God in the shower - no internet or phones or email to distract me. So, like I said it's not that I don't pray. I think God is simply reminding me that I need to be more intentional with my time.

What about you? When was the last time you stopped and poured your heart out to God? When was the last time you just sat and listened? When was the last time you allowed God to break your heart for something or someone?

However long it's been, it can change. . .today. . .now. Stop what you're doing and tell God something that expresses your heart for Him (that's adoration), now apologize to God for not spending time with Him (that's confession), next, just thank Him for loving you (that's thanksgiving), then pray for someone and something that's really bothering you (that's supplication). When you're finished make a plan - time, place, and how - of how you will begin to meet with God to seek His face and heart.

Man! I love it when God reminds me of stuff like this. Thanks God for calling me out and reminding me of what I've been missing.

Blessings,
Mike

Mondays

2011-03-28T16:17:00.000-05:00

It's Monday afternoon and it's been a busy day for me:

7:00 am meeting with a friend,
Afterwards, I'm in the office touching base with the staff - catching up from the weekend, preparing for the week, etc.
Inbox - that's a day in itself
To-Do's for the week
Phone call meeting with another friend
Best Buy to pick up cables to relocate a printer to another PC
Crawling under desks to relocate printer - Yea! It worked!!!
Follow-up phone calls
Research this afternoon
Preparing for tomorrow's meetings with staff

I guess I'm saying all this to say that I'm not sure that Mondays are all that bad. I think it's how we choose to look at them. For me, today has been pretty productive and I still have time left to tie up some loos ends.

Don't let "Mondays" get in your way. It's a chance to start the week off right. . .with a good attitude. CHOOSE to live life to the fullest TODAY!

Got to get ready for tomorrow. . .see ya!

Mike

March Madness

2011-03-26T11:37:00.000-05:00

If you are paying even the least amount of attention to March Madness you know that the brackets are in a state of true madness. My brackets are all screwed up. Kansas is the only pick I have left in the tourney. . .I think. The rest. . .well let's just say that when Butler won and Texas lost that threw my brackets into a tizz.

Here's what I love about March Madness - the VCUs and Butlers of the tournament, Kentucky beating Ohio State, Arizona beating both Texas AND Duke. This is why it's so important to play the games. On paper, most of these teams would have gone home after the first or second rounds. And yet, they're still in it!

I LOVE THIS STUFF!

Can't wait to see who makes it to the Final Four.

Hey NCAA Football!!! Take a look at what a playoff system can do for you!

Gotta get a new fave today! See ya,

Mike

Pastor Clusters

2011-03-19T13:28:00.000-05:00

I spent this past week traveling with Joe Flegal of the Northwest Baptist Convention. Joe used to do my job at Greater Gresham and has become a great friend and source of wisdom. He also has a HUGE heart for churches in the northwest. To help pastors and their churches he has put together what he calls Pastor Clusters around the northwest that meet together monthly to grow, encourage, learn, and help each other.

So you're probably wondering, "So why were you meeting with them?" Great question. I was sharing our strategy for making disciples through Adult Bible Fellowships. I'm not writing to tell you what I shared with them, but to say that there are some incredibly courageous, faithful, and godly men leading God's people in the northwest. And you should be praying for them, their folks, and the impact they desire to have on their communities.

If you were one of these men, know that I'm praying for you. Keep up the fight. Stay the course of God's calling on your life and His purpose for your church. Continue to strive for the prize that lies ahead. For your reward is great!

You blessed me more than you will ever know.

Mike

Life Lived a Little Simpler

2011-03-19T13:16:00.000-05:00

In case you've been checking in and wondering if I was going to ever write again, I want to assure you that I will. . .am. . .whatever. I've taken some time off because God was calling me to simplify me life and to focus on a few things rather than spreading myself too thin. I have a bad habit of doing too much at one time.

I also found my quiet times and journaling taking place in the shadow of my blog. In other words, my blog - what I thought & wrote - was influencing my times with God, rather than the other way around. That ain't good.

My writing style had also changed a bit. It was more serious - not that I wasn't serious in the past. It began having a sharper tone to it. And that's not my style. Facing this realization also led me to stop for a while. I began writing because of the stuff life is made of and how it impacts us or we impact it. Sometimes it WAS humorous. Other times. . .well, let's just say it was painful.

I also discovered that I wasn't really writing unless I felt it was something "profound." Like that happens very often to me. Who am I kidding.? Doesn't mean I don't discover things that may impact others, but that's God's job, not mine. My job is to simply share them with others.

So, I'm thinking of writing once again. This time, hopefully, it will be like I used to and for the reasons I began in the first place. . .sharing life, my life, with you; the good, the bad, and the ugly. . .and every once in a while a little quirky.

Blessings,
Mike

Christmas Eve Traditions

2010-12-24T10:52:00.000-06:00

When I was growing up our family had a Christmas Eve tradition. Each of us (my two brothers and me) would get to open one present before we went to bed. Mom and Dad usually suggested a present to open. With anticipation and excitement we would tear into the gift only to find out it was new pajamas or underwear. WHAT?

The funny thing was we, alright, I was excited for some reason. Doesn't make a lick of sense to me today. Who gets excited about new underwear or pajamas? I was stinkin' weird as a kid. Anyway. . .we would put on our new pj's and jump into bed so Santa could come and drop off our goodies.

We also left some cookies for Santa.

Did you have any traditions growing up or do you have a tradition now with your family?

Gotta go find out if I got new pj's,
Mike

Christmas Eve

2010-12-24T10:45:00.000-06:00

It's Friday. . .Christmas Eve. And I'm whooped. It's been a really productive week at the office and at home. And by the time Cindy and I finish our FaceTime together, I literally fall into bed. It's a great feeling.

This afternoon and evening we have our three Christmas Eve services - 3:00, 5:00, & 7:00. It's one of those times, here in the northwest, that a lot of people and families from the community attend worship. AND I LOVE IT! I live for this stuff. I can't wait. In fact, I'll be heading into the office in a few to finish up some touches on the worship center and make sure the facilities are ready for our guests.

It's also a time when a lot of our folks volunteer - from greeting, parking, worship center preparation, hospitality, preschool, to trash duty. And we have another great group of volunteers this year! I'm really pumped about it. Oh! Did I mention the fact that I love days like today? Ok, just making sure.

If you're in town come be our guest tonight. We will have childcare for preschoolers, but the entire family is welcome to join us and our services will be kid-friendly.

Gotta go!
Mike

An Ordinary Life

2010-12-22T08:13:00.001-06:00

"But after he had considered this, an angel of the Lord appeared to him in a dream and said, “Joseph son of David, do not be afraid to take Mary home as your wife, because what is conceived in her is from the Holy Spirit." ~ Matthew 1:20

"From the Holy Spirit" = "Of God"

Don't know how much they talked about the Holy Spirit back then, but I'm sure the words meant something to Joseph. They must have. Walk with me for moment. . .here he is, a young man doing all he is supposed to do to prepare for bringing his bride to his/their home. It's the same preparation young Jewish grooms had been doing for centuries. And I'm thinking he was like any other man who's about to bring his bride home, he's looking forward to his wedding night! In other words, he's an ordinary man doing ordinary life when this ordinary life he's been living intersects with the power, presence, and sovereignty of God.

We don't know how long Joseph thought about, prayed about, or how many people he consulted before he acted. All we're told is that when he woke up he did what the angel of Lord instructed him to do. An ordinary man, doing ordinary life until it meets with the the extraordinary Spirit of God.

Life changed for Joseph that night. His ordinary life would never be the same. . .EVER! He risked his family's name, his reputation, cultural and religious status because his ordinary life met with the life changing presence of God. He laid it ALL on the line for God. In doing so he became the earthly father of God's own & only Son. Had to be an incredible moment for him, don't you think? Challenging? You bet. Scary? Thinking so. Unnerving? Probably. Life changing? Absolutely!

Bet if you were to ask Joseph - this ordinary man living an ordinary life that was changed forever by the life-changing power of God - was it worth it, he would say, with all confidence, "YES!"

I've never thought what would have happened if Joseph would have ran, said "No", or chose not to take Mary as his wife. I think God chose Joseph because He knew Joseph was the kind of man that wouldn't let him down. While he was an ordinary man living an ordinary life he came from extraordinary lineage. The angel even makes note of it. He refers to Joseph as "Joseph son of David." How cool is that. God reminds this ordinary man that he comes from extraordinary stock. Pretty sweet, huh?

Honestly, I don't want to miss life-changing opportunities for God. I don't want to hide behind fear, cultural expectations, or religious tradition. I'm just an ordinary man living an ordinary life who's hoping to be part of extraordinary, life-changing stuff for God.

What about you?

Mike

Northpoint's iBand

2010-12-21T12:46:00.000-06:00

If you haven't seen this yet, check it out. North Point does a compilation of Christmas songs on iPhones & iPads. Now this is stinkin' creative.

Enjoy!
Mike

Emmanuel = Relationship with God

2010-12-21T08:10:00.001-06:00

Psalm 51:1-2 reads:

¹ Have mercy on me, O God,
   according to your unfailing love;
according to your great compassion
   blot out my transgressions.
² Wash away all my iniquity
   and cleanse me from my sin.

That was David's cry to God after he was confronted by Nathan. As I read it this morning these thoughts came to mind. They may not make much sense and they may not flow very well - I apologize beforehand. But here they are. . .

I thought about the fact that this was exactly why Emmanuel - "God with us". Because of God's incomprehensible mercy, unfailing love, and great compassion He sent Jesus to earth, as a baby, so I may be cleansed from all my sins and my iniquity may be washed away.

Without Emmanuel none of this happens. I mean, think about it - knowing that I can't wash away my sin or erase my shortcomings. . .my rebellion. . .makes me realize that without "God with us", I would never have a chance at a relationship with a merciful, loving, and compassionate God. How does that strike you?

Mull this over for a few minutes - it all happened because God's love for you and me was and is greater than any sin we commit - the same sin that keeps me from having a relationship with Him in the first place.

Ever wonder how bad God must have wanted to have a personal relationship with each of us? How much God wanted to have a personal, one-on-one relationship with me. . .with you? So much so that he was willing to sacrifice His own son for my wretched life. It all started with Emmanuel. I don't know about you, but I'm greatly humbled by all of this. In fact, I'm kinda blown away by it all. That's some kind of powerful mercy, love and compassion!

Thank you, Lord.
Thank you for loving me that much.
Thank you for Emmanuel.
Mike

Results of Airline Baggage Fees

2010-12-13T16:57:00.000-06:00

CNN is reporting that airline baggage fees top $2.5 BILLION. YOU DON'T SAY!!!

According to the article Delta is the worst of the buch, followed by American and US Airways.

On top of that they have also made $1.7 BILLION on cancellation and change fees through three-quarters of 2010. So let me get this straight. The airlines industry has made roughly $4.2 BILLION this year before people even got on a plane? They made that kind of dough for just taking your bag and cancelling or changing your flight? Doesn't include the cost of a ticket, meals, snacks, or any other kind of service you're offered WHILE you're flying. Funny, I was thinking that if I paid for a service it ought to be accomplished. Yet, when they lost our bags in May, I don't remember a refund. Instead I had to drive to the state line to pick them up because the drivers weren't allowed to cross state lines. Definitely didn't get what I was paying for.

Does this make ANY sense to anyone?

Check out the article here.

Twitter Trends of 2010 by the Techies

2010-12-13T09:37:00.000-06:00

Realized long ago that what techies tend to write about and what the rest of the world writes about are two different arenas. And being a geek, I tend to care more about what techies think than I do what Hollywood thinks.

Here's the Top 10 Twittering Topics of the techie culture as listed in PC World (see, told you I was a nerd, who else do you know tracks articles on PC World?).

Apple iPad
Google Android
Apple iOS
Apple iPhone
Call of Duty Black Ops
New Twitter
HTC
RockMelt
MacBook Air
Google Instant

Surprised? I'm not. It is amazing how much attention Apple products do get, though. Your thoughts as to why?

Mike

Emmanuel. . .the Church Gets Involed

2010-12-13T09:22:00.001-06:00

I was thinking about the whole God with us thing and the fact that it happened in the most inglorious manner to the most inglorious people. Walk with me a bit here . . . God stepped down from heaven into a hole-in-the-wall of a barn to a couple of teenagers no where near their families! Go figure. I mean, who does that?

Definitely not the way we would have planned it, eh? I was thinking what we would have done - how we would have planned it if the church would have got involved. At the minimum we would have created some banners to put up around the manger. Gotta know someone would have written a cantata, or at least a choral arrangement that included some children and adults dressed up in sheets singing about His birth.

Then, we would have had someone create some graphics for Emmanuel so we could get a web page up and running. Then Google mapped that whole thing. And, no doubt, someone would have created an iPhone & Android app so we could track the whole process - travel, birth, etc. Of course someone would have called a friend who has a fried with a hotel chain so our Savior's parents wouldn't have had to stay in that unsanitary manger place.

When Emmanuel finally took His first breath of alien air someone would have been responsible for sending out a well written press release. The rest of us would have twittered, Facebooked, and/or blogged about it. Without catching a breath somebody would have contacted the all the baby supplies for stuff from free diapers, to food/formula, to a stroller, to a car seat for the donkey or new minivan - donkey's not good or safe enough for God. I think you get the picture.

Father, I'm so glad we weren't in charge of it. The way you decided to introduce us to yourself is a great picture of how you work in our lives to accomplish much for the Kingdom of God -

God's power X the willingness of ordinary people to be used by you = the most extraordinary results.

I think the biggest question we have to answer is the one Joseph & Mary had to answer: Will we be willing to be used by You?

Are we? Are you?
Mike

Immanuel. . .cont'd

2010-12-07T18:25:00.002-06:00

Yesterday I posted a bit on Isaiah 7:14 - "Therefore the Lord himself will give you a sign: The virgin will conceive and give birth to a son, and will call him Immanuel." (click here to check it out). Last night I was still working it over in my head. While doing so, it struck me that it's not just Immanuel - "God with us", but it's "God with ME!"

Does that make sense? The way I read it, God didn't just come to humanity as a whole, but God came to earth for every person since and that includes you and me. . .personally and individually.

Tend to think this makes God a personal God, not just a corporate God, doesn't it?

I know this is simple. But I don't know that God ever meant the coming of our Redeemer to be complex. Think about it, how much simpler can you get than a baby?

Let me know what you think about this. Would love to get your feedback.

May God be with you!
Mike

Mike

Annual Reading

2010-12-06T09:07:00.004-06:00

This morning I began my annual reading of the Christmas story - the birth of Christ. Normally, I read both Old & New Testament passages while asking God to show me something new about the birth of Jesus. In the past God has taken me to Jesus' parents, His lineage, God's love for us, even to the gospel. Each one of these has help provide me a fuller understanding of the birth of Jesus.

This morning I really didn't get a chance to read many of the passages. In fact, as I prayed about it before I even opened up His Word, God began impressing upon me Isaiah 7:14 -

"Therefore the Lord himself will give you a sign: The virgin will conceive and give birth to a son, and will call him Immanuel."

Immanuel. . .Hebrew for "God with us." That term, that concept has always struck a deep chord within me. It has fascinated me for a long time. I don't know exactly why, but it has. I mean, think about it. . .GOD WITH US! That's incredibly amazing stuff. I am in total awe that God CHOSE. . .consciously chose. . .to enter our world as one of us. Didn't have to, but He did. And that just blows me away!

Not only is this inextricably fascinating, but is powerful to those of who need a Savior (that would be all of us). Have you ever thought, "God, why would want to be here?" or "Jesus, why did you give it all up to enter into our world, to walk among us, to live with us?" I can't really explain it, but, Holy Moly, am I glad you chose to.

Thank you, Jesus, for stepping out of heaven and into my world. Thank you for walking among us. Thank you for coming as you did. If you had not, God would have been a liar, you could have never been the perfect redeemer, and I, nor anyone else, would have had a chance at a relationship with a gracious God.

Stop for a moment and thank God for coming to us in order to be the perfect sacrifice for the penalty of our sins. Then thank Jesus for coming. . .for giving up so much to be human with all our frailties and faults to become that perfect sacrifice.

What is God revealing to you about the Christmas story?

"O come, O come, Emmanuel, And ransom captive Israel",
Mike

Packing Tips

2010-11-24T08:58:00.002-06:00

I know that many of you will be traveling for the holidays. And it always amazes me at the size of bags some of you take with you. So. . .to help you prepare for your trip and to help eliminate unnecessary bags here's a video with some tips on packing. Enjoy!

Packing A Small Bag @ Yahoo! Video

See! You don't need as big a bag as you thought!
Mike

God in the Mundane

2010-11-22T09:24:00.002-06:00

So whether you eat or drink or whatever you do, do it all for the glory of God.
~ 1 Corinthians 10:31 ~

Can't tell you how many times I have read this verse or how many times I have quoted it to others. Trust me, it's been a lot! But my context has always been about what WE DO. . .as in do your best for God. Now that's not a bad thing. Yet, Os Chambers rattled my thinking a little this morning when he reminded me that it's not about me, but about God. WHAT?!

Isn't that how we often react when we hear something like that? OK, maybe I'm the only pagan here.

What we do or say or think is never about us. It's about God. What we do reflects on God's character and nature within us. And Paul says that even the ordinary, mundane things like eating and drinking ought to be done in such a way that God is pleased and draws attention to God and away from us.

If we were to look at the life of Jesus we would find that He often did some incredible stuff for God in the midst of the ordinary and mundane - eating with "sinners", a wedding (OK that's more like a party), walking alongside a road or along the shoreline of a lake, or strolling through the countryside or village.

Here's the cool thing. I don't have to do something HUGE to make a difference. God can make a difference in the life someone when I hold the door open for a lady, say "Thank You" to a waiter, or by saying "Hello" to someone you meet, or "Hey!" if it's a guy. Yeah, ladies, that's how we roll.

In the ordinary and mundane of today, bring glory to God. And if you think your above that, just remember that God became as a baby.

Thanks Mr. Chambers for the reminder,
Mike

Classical. . .Why of Course!

2010-11-22T09:12:00.003-06:00

I often listen to music while I'm reading or studying or spending time with God. While some people need absolute silence (i.e., any noise becomes a distraction), I find it blocks out distractions. This morning, for some reason I clicked on and listened to the Classical station on iTunes.

I found I liked classical music when I was in school. While it helped me focus, it also didn't have any words. And yes, I have discovered more than one line to a song in a paper I was typing. Great lines. . .but not good in a paper on Eschatology or History of the Middle East Since 1500.

Don't know a lot about classical music. Unlike Cindy, I can't recognize composers or arrangements. But I love the rhythms, the flow of the notes, the tension between the instruments, and how they all come together to create a beautiful melody.

So, this morning I stepped back into an old habit and enjoyed my time with Classical music.

Do you have a type of music that draws you in. . .relaxes you. . .or helps you focus?

Now where's my baton. . .I'm also a great air-director!
Mike

Birthday

2010-11-11T09:48:00.004-06:00

Monday, was, in fact, my birthday. I kinda view birthdays like my dad - everyday you're another year older. . .think about that one. AND it puts me another year closer to AARP discounts. Man! I can't wait to get those discounts. Yes, I'm my father's son.

Though I don't put much stock in celebrating birthdays, I have to say that my incredible wife, Cindy, made it very special. First, she gave me a Kindle. She was tired of all the books I keep bringing home that we don't we don't have space for. And, she reminded me that my night stand does not count as a book shelf. WHAT?! Since when?

She also got me a new sweatshirt - they work with the changing weather up here and they are super comfortable. She also got me a new bag. What kind of new bag?, you ask. A new gym bag. She was tired of my excuses for not going and working out. And, yes, I've already used it. So, I guess it's working.

Then she had our friend, Christine, make this incredible cake that looked my iPhone and it was more than good! Pretty ingenious and creative if you ask me. Thanks Christine!

Did get a new ski-hiking-wet weather-wind blowing jacket with some birthday money. That's really cool.

For the special birthday dinner? Why we spent the most lovely evening at 5 Guys Burgers & Fries. Oh-stinkin'-my! A burger and fries never tasted so good.

So, while I don't get into birthdays, I have to say that I really enjoyed this one.

Thanks to all who made it special. Thanks to everyone who sent birthday wishes on Facebook, through calls, and sent cards. They are all very much appreciated!

And if I'm another year older everyday, then shouldn't I be getting more presents? Just thinking out loud.

Mike

Comfortable Places

2010-11-11T09:23:00.002-06:00

It's starting to get cooler here in the northwest. That means there's a bit of chill in the air when I get up. To take care of that I grab a cup of coffee and flip on the fireplace. Isn't there something inherently wrong with "flipping on" or "turning on" a fire? Seems strange, but glad I don't have to buy or cut wood or have to start a fire, though that would be the more manly thing to do, eh?

Anyway. . .if Dot the cat happens to get up with me I will usually find her lying soundly and comfortably in front of the fireplace. . .sleeping peacefully. Yep, that's her comfort place. That's the place where, when all else isn't going her way - nobody to play with or not getting to go outside - she finds solace and comfort.

I was thinking about that this morning and had a couple of thoughts on comfortable places.

First, comfortable places let us let our hair down and be real. Comfortable places are relaxing, almost rejuvenating. Comfortable places, like comfortable people, allow us to be us. . .drop the masks. . .the pretensions. . .the expectations. . .and just be us. Comfortable places for me include almost any coffee shop - usually a Starbucks - my office at home, in my truck, in/on the mountains.

Second, I was reminded that sometimes we like comfortable places in our relationship with God. They feel good and they fit. It's where we connect with the Father. Why wouldn't we want to stay there? But, I think, comfortable places keep us from growing in our trust of God and expanding His kingdom. If all I do is hang out in my office at home, I may write great blogs (stop snickering. . .alright, get up off the floor and stop that laughing) and spend time with God, but I will never be Jesus to the neighbor across the street who needs a friend or has a need. I'll never be Jesus with skin on to a world who needs Jesus.

OH, before I forget! Churches, small groups, Sunday schools classes, and homes are great comfort places. . .just sayin'.

So, where's your comfortable place and what keeps you from getting out of it.

Shoot! Just missed my neighbor!
Mike

Isn't It Funny . . .

2010-11-10T04:59:00.002-06:00

Isn't it funny how life works?

I'm up at 2:20-something this morning. Don't understand why. . .just am. My eyes popped open and when they do, I can't go back to sleep. Might as well go ahead and get up. So I did.

Ever have that happen to you? Not the "eyes popped open" bit, but being awake at such an ungodly hour! Yeah, I think it's funny.

Can't really focus this morning so I thought I would post this. Thought about how it was funny that I was up so early. Way before I needed to be. Oh well. It is what it is. . .funny. Isn't it?

Isn't it funny how so many men these days are searching for what it means to be a man? Today is Wednesday. It's the day I have the privilege of hanging out with some guys from Greater Gresham to learn and discuss what it takes to be a godly man in our culture. I look forward to it, actually. We've got married guys and guys who are just barely in a relationship. We've got men who are beyond their half-time and some who are just getting started in the game. Some of the guys spent a life putting theirs at risk for the sake of others. Some are flourishing behind a desk. We are all trying to figure out what it looks like to be a man of God. I like that about our guys. . .about this group.

Isn't it funny how we've equated knowledge with spirituality? Like, if I KNOW more about God, then somehow I must be more like Him or closer to Him. You know what I'm talking about. It's as though we've convinced ourselves that if we read one more book, listen to one more podcast, or take one more study we will morph into some kind of super saint. It's funny that more and more Christians can quote an author or pastor, but can't quote the Bible. I think it's funny that people want to take or teach apologetics, yet don't share the gospel they know with anyone. I really think it's funny that so many people want to study end times prophecy, but don't live like it could happen now. OK, to be honest, this isn't really all that funny. It's pretty sad.

Isn't it funny that we will get up early to go hunting, fishing, or to a ball game on Saturday, but won't get up early to worship God with other believers?

Isn't it funny that we can't wait to get our kids on some kind of team where they learn to live with others. . .their successes, their failures, their good, and their bad. . .but we adults avoid taking the steps to do the same with other adults in a small group?

Isn't it funny that we expect our leaders, churches, and even our government to be financially responsible, but we don't have the same expectations of ourselves? OK, granted some of you do and are. Didn't mean to lump you in with others who aren't.

Isn't it funny that our children live in the world of creativity and imagination, but as adult we shun it? I remember when a badminton raquet was a machine gun and the bases were loaded with two outs in the bottom of the ninth and I was pitching for the championship. Anybody else remember those days? What happened to them? When did we move away from them as adults. Why is it when we do something fun we will often say, "We need to do this more often." then don't?

You see what happens when I have too much time on my hands?

What's "funny" to you?

Got to go, too much fun this early in the morning gives me a headache.

Where's the Advil?
Mike

10 Lessons from Jonah

2010-11-04T09:20:00.003-05:00

Reading through the book of Jonah (yes, all 4 chapters) this morning in preparation for my ABF on Saturday. I find Jonah's story quite revealing about human nature and the nature of God.

Here's 10 lessons I took away from Jonah this morning. . .

DON'T RUN FROM GOD - bad things happen when you do.
Our running from God may, and often does, affect others - and it usually has a negative affect.
When we're ready to return to God, He's there waiting for us. Love that about God.
God can handle our anger. . .just try Him, Jonah did.
God is the God of 2nd chances.
Our obedience to God brings the power and presence of God to those we encounter. Then again, our obedience usually puts us in situations that requires the power and presence of God.
God is full of compassion - especially to those who sincerely turn to Him. Just ask the Ninevites.
While we may question God, He owes us zilch and is not responsible to us (Jonah should have read Job. . .maybe we should, too).
God always has been and always will be greater than we are. . .or think we are.
God is greatly concerned about the lost. . .too bad a lot of us are like Jonah and would rather call down fire and curses on them.

I'm already thinking about some more, but that's enough for now. Any of these speak to you, challenge you, call out to you, or call you out? Yeah, there's a couple in there I needed this morning.

Thanks God,
Mike

Enemy or Ally

2010-10-28T10:04:00.002-05:00

You need to get in, sit down, hang on, and strap in for this one folks. This is stinkin' amazing!

Romans 5:1 says, "Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ,. . ." I'm not sure if you caught that, but re-read it a couple of times. Did you catch the result of entering into and having a relationship with God. . .a relationship that has been made possible by our acceptance of the Atoning sacrifice of Jesus Christ? PEACE!!

It's not the kind of 60's-hippie peace you might think. The word means there is tranquility, harmony, and accord between He and me. It takes peace to whole nother level. This peace between us and God? It refers to the untroubled, and undisturbed state of our relationship. don't know about you, but it kinda took me a moment to process it all.

After a few moments to get the wheels grinding, it hit me! What I forget is that before Jesus died on the cross and before I repented and accepted Him as Lord and Savior God and I were not at peace. I was an enemy! That's HUGE! I went from enemy to ally because of the Atoning sacrifice of Jesus Christ.

That's so huge, to be honest, I don't know if I fully understand that last statement or all the dynamics related to it. I'm not sure if I ever could. But I don't think I have to. . .and neither do you. And that's the best part about the whole thing. I just have to accept the fact that God made a blood pact/covenant between He and me through the death of Jesus and when I enter into that relationship with God I get the ally-peace part as well. SWEET!!!

So, if you have entered into that relationship with God. . .go in peace. Know that it's good between God and you.

If you haven't entered into that relationship with God and you're looking for some peace or would like to know more click here. It's a web site that will help you understand the peace that comes with a relationship with God. And, afterward, if you do enter into that relationship with God, come back and leave me a comment letting me know. Want to party alongside you and the angels.

Peace!
Mike

It's a Monday and . . .

2010-10-25T09:19:00.002-05:00

I'm really not one of those people who doesn't look forward to Mondays. I read on Twitter and Facebook about how much people don't like Mondays and how, for some reason, Mondays have become the scourge of the week. Yet I'm under the impression that if we didn't have Mondays some other day. . .say, Tuesday. . .would be the unfortunate recipient of our dire and crass statements and overall hatred for the the day. Don't be a hater!

You do know that Sunday is actually the first day of the week. . .NOT Monday. Yes, for some of you, it's the first workday of the week, but my week started Saturday afternoon as I prepared for our Saturday evening worship and Bible study. I guess I say all that to say STOP WHINING! Some of you wouldn't know what to do if you didn't have a Monday to complain about. Besides after about two years worth of Mondays (yes, as in, at times everyday felt like a Monday - to find out why click here), I'm thinking it's not so bad.

Actually, like Mondays. Without Mondays, Tuesdays would be. . .well, how can I put this politely. . .DIFFICULT, to say the least. Mondays allow me to get ready for the rest of the week. As an administrator this hopelessly abandoned day provides me with opportunities to follow up with things that happened over the weekend and take care of loose ends before things come unraveled. Monday allows me to get my bearings and to get a handle on things before I lose control - as if I'm ever in complete control, right?

As you can tell by now, I kinda like Mondays! Mondays deserve our respect and appreciation, just like any other day in the week. I think we just need to learn to appreciate it for what it is. . .the starting line to the week! How you start your week isn't the day's fault it's yours! Take responsibility people!!

Hope you get off the starting line well!
Mike

Thoughts on a Saturday Morning

2010-10-23T12:40:00.002-05:00

Here's just a few random thoughts for this rainy morning:

Great thought about Sacrifice by my friend, Grant - check it out here. And if you don't follow Grant on Twitter or his blog, your loss.
Texas Longhorns - mental mistakes have killed them all season, now they're biting them in the butt. . .AGAIN! Think Mack needs to get after them at half-time.
Great morning to process some thoughts that have been rummaging through my mind. I think I'm making progress. Then again, how would you describe progress?
Teaching on Hannah tonight in our ABF - she's a worshiper, no matter the circumstance! Do you find yourself worshiping God more when things are going well or when you're desperate?
Been going through Robert Lewis' The Quest for Authentic Manhood with about 23 guys on Wednesday mornings - last week we touched on the Four Faces of a Man: King, Warrior, Lover, Friend. There are extremes to each of these. I tend to find myself to the right of the King and the Warrior which makes me a tyrant and a destroyer. OOOoooooo. . .that's not good unless you're out to win The Apprentice. . .and I'm not.
Men's Fraternity - this week we talked about how our past influences who we are today. Hey men, what does that say about you? Your past isn't necessarily good or bad, it's what you do with it that makes a difference. It's worth looking into. . .just saying.
Cindy's with some of our high school girls and leaders on a retreat this weekend. Can't wait to hear what and how God spoke into her life.
I think I love being alone with my thoughts too much. Not only is it dangerous - just ask my staff - but what does that say about me? Then, again, it could be that I'm just recharging the ol' batteries to get ready for another week. Hhhmmmm. . .now there's a thought.
Texas Rangers - way to go guys! That's how you finish strong!! I've not always supported you guys - too many stumbles after the All Star break in the past. But, I will admit, I'm on the wagon and behind you guys. Go take the championship!
Wondering of today's rainy day is the kickoff to 8 more months of this stuff? I know there's three storms in the Pacific waiting to take their turn at the northwest, but what happens after that? Wait and see, eh.

OK, that's 10 completely random thoughts. I don't even think any of them are connected to another. Just stuff bouncing around the warehouse I call a brain.

Enjoy,
Mike

Unfair

2010-10-12T09:08:00.005-05:00

Life just seems to be unfair at times. . .doesn't it? Unfair doesn't seem to describe parts of my life. To find out more go here. And you may have your own perspective of unfair. . .a loss of a child, a spouse who quits on the marriage and walks away like marriage is disposable, the loss of a job after many years of dedication, the way you're treated at school by your peers, a parent who struggles with an addiction or abuse, or the accusations and judgment of those within the church. Whatever it is, it's unfair to YOU!

I've always said that life isn't fair. No one promised life would be fair. And I'm not totally sure we want what's fair. After all, wouldn't it be fair for us to pay the penalty of our own sins, rather than Jesus?

Hannah's situation wasn't fair either, was it? Yet her life is sharply contrasted with that of Eli's, the head priest at the time. Here's Hanna who openly desired a son. She's a woman who pleaded with God to give her a son - not just any son, but one who would serve the Lord all the days of his life. Her desire was so deep that even Eli confused her pleas with the Lord with being drunk.

God heard and answered her prayers. He gave Hannah a child - not just any child, but a son! And as soon as he was old enough she brought the boy, Samuel, to the temple to offer him up to the Lord. You would think that would be enough. I mean, she IS giving up her ONLY son. It's not. . .at least it's not for Hannah. She also brings a bull, some flour, and some wine to sacrifice before the Lord.

After worshiping the Lord who answered her prayers Hannah then gives her only son to Eli to raise and to mentor into an instrument of God. She keeps her side of the deal. . .and walks away. MAN!!! How can she do that?! I mean, c'mon! If God gave me a child, much less a son, I would never let go of him. I could never entrust someone else to raise him. I couldn't do that. There's no stinkin' way! Who does that? How many of you are thinking, "What are you doing?!" Yet, Hannah turns and walks away. Not only that but 1 Samuel 2 records her prayer of rejoicing. A prayer that honors the name of God. A prayer that lifts up His name. Kinda makes you wonder, "How does she do it?"

Eli, on the other hand, was given two sons. Two sons who were to be raised to honor God as priests. . .men who were to serve the Lord. Men who were given the privilege of serving in the temple of the Most High. And yet, they are wicked and detestable in the eyes of God. These were men who had no regard for the Lord, nor honored His name. They took the best meat for themselves, meat that was meant for God as a sacrifice. They seduced and slept with the women who were serving at the temple. Here were Jewish priests acting like the priests of the Gentile gods. Even after Eli called them out, they basically spit in the eye of their father and in the eye of God. Eli didn't listen to God, either. . .God wanted them out, not just of the priesthood, but out of life. It's was God's will that they be put to death. Yet, Eli, continued to simply give them what amounted to stern warnings.

Doesn't seem fair does it? A woman who so desperately wants a son, then gets him and turns him over to a man who can't raise his own sons. A man whose own sons are detestable in the eyes of God. I don't get it. Then again, life isn't meant to be fair, is it?

We don't hear anything about Hannah after the story. But I believe she would see him on her yearly trips to the temple. And when she did, I tend to think, she was proud of her son and and thankful that God gave her Samuel. I also think she was glad that she did keep her side of the deal.

I think what I get from the story is that God honored Hannah as Samuel grew up to be one of the most powerful men in all of Israel. It was Samuel who anointed Israel's first king - Saul. It was Samuel who anointed Israel's greatest earthly king - David. It was Samuel whom people feared. And he served the Lord all the days of his life. . .honoring the Lord with his own obedience.

The problem with us is that we're near-sighted. We only see what is directly ahead of us and how things affect us NOW. God had plans for Samuel. Plans that Hannah knew nothing about. And what might seem unfair to us today, may be God's way of preparing us for plans we know nothing about. Plans that bring honor and glory to the name of the Lord.

So the next time you're thinking how unfair something is take a moment to ask God what He's up to and trust Him. Remember that God has plans that you or I cannot conceive. Incredible plans for those who love Him (1 Cor 2:9). I know, it's easier said than done. BELIEVE ME! But take a page from Hannah's life story and trust Him.

Mike

Risk

2010-10-08T11:31:00.002-05:00

How far are are you willing to go, if at all, to expand the Kingdom of God? I'm not necessarily talking about distance. . .a.k.a. that mission trip half-way around the world. I admit that there's inherent risk in the trip itself. What I'm talking about is the kind of risk it takes to expand the Kingdom of God in YOUR community - school, child's sports team, office staff, neighborhood association, etc.

There are people in the Bible who risked life and limb for the Kingdom of God. Check out Rahab. She was a prostitute and, as we find out later, part of the lineage of Jesus. But even when confronted by the king of Jericho's men she would NOT turn her back on God or His people. Yet, how many times do we do that just because we don't want to be labeled a Christian, Christ-follower, one of His disciples, or whatever the cool term is these days for accepting salvation through the blood of Jesus, our Savior?

Rahab feared God. She was more afraid of the power of God than she was the authority of her earthly king. She risked her life and the life of her family for expanding the Kingdom of God. When she hid the spies and lied to the king's men she committed treason. And I'm pretty sure the penalty for treason wasn't life in prison with all kinds of amenities. It was probably death of some sort. But even that couldn't deter her from helping the people of God.

What or who are you afraid of? Afraid of being associated with Jesus? Afraid of letting your friends know? What if your boss found out you were sold out to Jesus? Are you more afraid of the people you encounter than the living, true God?

If you are willing to take a risk for the cause of Christ how far are you willing to go? Reputation? Alienation? Death?

I'm right in there with you. I'm not sure how far I would go. My neighbors know that I'm a pastor, on staff at a Baptist church. Funny, they still talk to me. They share life with me.

I have a feeling that the CHURCH (the people of God, not the place we go to on the weekends) will never affect our communities for Jesus until we put our fears aside, or at least fear God more than the people we encounter.

What are you afraid of? I would be interested in knowing what's keeping the church from being the church.

Mike

Long Day

2010-10-07T09:49:00.006-05:00

Yesterday was a really long day, though it was a very productive day.

It kicked off at 4:00-way-too-stinkin'-early-in-the-morning o'clock. Wasn't planning on getting up that early, but remembering all I had to do to get ready for our men's group, went ahead and hit the floor running. . .welllll, it was more like stumbling and the running was just to keep me from falling on my face.

Yesterday we kicked off our fall Men's Fraternity study - The Quest for Authentic Manhood. Had about 25 guys show up for our 6:00 am group! What a great group. I was uber excited and loved the discussions going on around the tables. Last night another group met - somewhere around 40 men had signed up, not sure yet how many showed up. Tonight another group starts. In all more than 60 men have taken the first on the journey of discovering God's desire and design for them as men. Needless to say, I'm rockin' right now.

Then, after getting some stuff done around the office and running some errands got together with our staff for our staff meeting. I love getting together with these people. They love the Lord and they love Greater Gresham. They are funny, compassionate, and passionate all at the same time. We laughed, plannned, prayed, shared, encouraged, and challenged each other. And it was a great time to celebrate our pastor's birthday! I'm sure there are pictures somewhere.

Finally called it quits sometime between 4:30 and 5:00. Went home spent. But it was a good tired. The kind of tired that's a result of giving everything you've got. . .of leaving it all on the field. Know what I mean?

I love days like yesterday. Now to get this day kicked off! Oh! There's the whistle!!!! Gotta go.

Mike

My First Leadership Lesson

2010-10-05T08:06:00.004-05:00

This morning I was reading the blog of Pastor Steven Furtik of Elevation Church who wrote this little ditty on how pointing out problems affects pastors. It reminded me of one of my earliest leadership lessons. . .

Back in the day I was a contract administrator for a company that managed health care data for companies. I was part Unix programmer, trainer, process developer, report checker, and front line contact person for our clients. I loved this job. It's also where I learned that I was geek . . . I had inclinations leading up to this experience, but this job confirmed it. It's also where I started my education on leadership.

On of my first leadership lessons came from Gina, one of my bosses during this time. Since we managed data and, at times, were developing processes with each new client we were open to problems. That happens when you grow, it's part of the growing pains as an organization gets larger. Because of her position Gina became the repository for problems having to do with data processing. And being a good leader, Gina challenged her teams to think through the problems before we reported them by providing 1 or 2 potential solutions. Here's her reasoning:

Anyone can point out problems. In fact, in a lot of organizations there are even some people who think it's their job to point out problems. Don't be like anyone, be a leader.
Leaders help contribute to the solution. Even if they aren't good solutions, it shows that you're willing do something to fixing the problem.
Leaders take the lead - that's why they are called LEADERS. . .duh! Gather information, get a team together, ask questions, seek a solution.
Your suggestions, even if they are not the best, may spark something in someone else that may lead to an appropriate solution.

The church, as in any organization, has it's share of problems and at times there is no shortage of people who feel it's their ministry or spiritual gift to point them out. You probably know some by name. But, let me suggest, that before you point something out to a ministry leader or pastor, consider what could be done to help solve it. You might even think about your role in the solution. Think about it this way. . .You're either helping solve the problem or you're contributing to it. Either way you're involved.

Just remember that all of us are smarter than one of us. Take the lead. Think through the problem. Offer suggestions. Get involved.

What was your earliest leadership lesson?

Mike

Letting Go

2010-09-28T08:58:00.003-05:00

So, let just get all the cards on the table. . .what do you love more than anything? New phone that even ol' 007 would be jealous of? The kids? Or the job that you can't wait to get to - OK, that's probably not realistic for most of you? Maybe it's a family heirloom that you cherish more than anything? But whatever it is, I think there's something we all have that we would do almost anything to keep from losing. . .the "it".

Ok, now that we've established what we love. What would happen if you did lose it? How would you feel if you lost your precious piece of tech gadgetry? What emotions flood your soul at the thought of letting go of your child? What if, like many in the last couple of years, there wasn't a place for you to wake up and go to? How would you justify loosing Grandma's cherished heirloom. Can you feel the anxiety? Chest tightening up? Tears pooling up in your eyes? Getting angry?

What if losing "it" would allow you to unconditionally follow Jesus?

Don't think it could happen? The rich young man in Mark 10:21 didn't think it would either, yet while Jesus waited, he turned and walk away unwilling to let go if "it". For him it was possessions and money.

This passage is all about what I love. . .what I will put ahead of Jesus and my relationship with Him. It forces the issue and asks the same question Jesus asked Peter, "Do you love me more than these?" (John 21:15-19). I have to ask, what wouldn't I get rid of to be fully sold out to and for Jesus? This causes me to think a moment and wonder, what if it's not a possession or a relationship? What if it's an attitude? What if it's a security blanket, like financial security? What if it's the very thing I do to provide for my family? (Yes, I really do love my job)

Here's the funny thing - not funny haha, but funny as in why don't I get it - Jesus is there waiting, loving me the whole time. And it's not like He doesn't know what's in my heart. . .what's keeping me from following Him. He knew the young man's weakness, guaranteed He knows mine. And, yet, He loves me all the same and He's waiting all the same.

This morning I asked God to show me, like the rich young man, what I would have to let go of in order to follow Him unconditionally. Here's a few things He challenged me with:

Control - Me? Gotta be kidding, right? Stop thinking I have to be in total control of everything, this would open up opportunities to trust Him more and that wouldn't be a bad thing.
Security in Finances - God has and will provide, just be a good steward of what He's provided.
Not Listening - What? Where did that one come from? Actually, I know this. I'm a much better talker than I am a listener. . .and yes, you can stop snickering.
Having the Last Word - Goes with listening more.
The Need to Top Everyone Else - I know, I don't know where God gets this stuff. But it's an insatiable need I have. . .to be the one on top, the one who knows, the one who has all the answers.

What is it that's holding you back? What is it that preventing you from being sold out to Jesus? It could really just be an attitude about those things you're hanging on to. It could be the very thing that's preventing God from unleashing His power in and through you? After all, as my friend Stacey once told me, it's just stuff.

I would encourage you to take some time to ask Jesus what it is that holding you back?

Gotta go unload some of this baggage.

Later 'Gator!
Mike

Preferences

2010-09-24T10:37:00.003-05:00

I was getting coffee this morning when I realized that I moved one coffee cup to get another. And I asked myself, Why did you do that? Without thinking I responded, Well . . . didn't really want to drink from a cup with flowers on it. I'm a man, you know!

I have three basic cups that I prefer to drink coffee from. It's either one of our plain white ones - kinda like you get at the local diner where breakfast is cheap, good, and greasy. Or it could be one of my Starbucks cups - they have all been gifts and they're a little bigger so I don't have to refill as often. Then there's my Harley Davidson cup - nuff said.

It's not for a lack of cups. We've got more coffee cups that two people will ever use. . .they're nice to have when we have company. Keeps them from drinking coffee from a glass or travel mug - that's a topic for another post. We have a collection of cups with Goofy on them, and yes, they are Cindy's. We got some that others have given as gifts, and some that we've collected over time.

Then I was thinking about the whole preference thing and I got to wondering about other things I prefer. Here' a few things:

Hanes crew neck t-shirts - not because Michael Jordan wears them, but we are twins you know. I like how they fit and how they are made.
Crashing in front of the TV when I get home after work
Starbucks bold (or extra bold) - Gold Coast, Italian Roast, Sumatra, Cafe Verona, etc.
Espresso - just skip the bold coffee and go straight to espresso
Harley Davidson Motorcycles - the sound, the ride, Fat Boy, Heritage Classic, Electra Glide
UT Longhorns - gotta love the burnt orange - football, basketball, and baseball
Mountains - my place to get away, relax, and hang out
Movies about sports - Remember the Titans, Rudy, Glory Road, Coach, We are Marshall, Hoosiers
Movies about action - Bourne Trilogy, Bond series - especially the new ones I could , and have, watch them over and over again
Riding my road bike - before it was stolen I could ride for hours, loved being out and moving
Sweatshirts - they're handy in the NW,
Camping - love hanging out in the wilderness, especially with Cindy
T-Shirts that don't have a lot of writing or graphics on them - just like 'em plain and simple - AND NO POCKETS
Ropers & Wranglers - miss wearing my boots and jeans sometimes, still have several pair of boots I've worn over the years
Solitude - time to think, read, write, and be alone with my thoughts . . .that's scary company

I'm sure there's a few a left out. That's OK.

What are some things you prefer?

Mike

Discombobulated

2010-09-23T09:18:00.002-05:00

This morning I'm a little discombobulated. Slept like a rock, but can't seem to get going. Forgot my journal at the office and now my quiet time is a little off, like it's not quite finished.

This week Has been a busy, but very productive. And if things keep going the way they are it will be a very, very productive week. It seems that my role as administrator at Greater Gresham moved to the forefront this week. Friday & Saturday we lost water pressure at the church. Not completely, but enough that when we started flushing toilets and making coffee that was all she wrote. Saturday night I kept trying to picture people running to the trees on the back of the property or their face when they realized there wasn't any water to flush the commode. Got that figured out Saturday night. . .turned out it was an easy fix. WHEW!

On a totally unrelated note, our compressor that keeps our sprinkler system charged also went out. I kept waiting for the pressure to drop enough to trigger the alarm. Can you imagine Keith's face when right in the middle of his message the fire alarm kicks in? Or the preschoolers? Or MINE?!!!! Fortunately nothing happened, everything worked like it was supposed to and the system remained charged and we were able to get it replaced on Tuesday, thanks to a lot of different people going out their way to help.

We also were able to order some replacement lights for the worship center and are on scheduled to be installed today. Then a couple of doors needed some attention and that got checked off the list.

All this in this middle of weekly meetings, hanging out with ABF leaders, and laughing with the staff and taking care of other admin-type of stuff. I couldn't have done it without God's help. As I was working through all the situations, I kept seeing the hand of God working around me - people being where I needed them to be, people changing schedules, people just showing up to help. Thanks God.

I also couldn't have done it without a lot of people pitching in and doing their part - people like Cecil, Pasha, Cindy, Jo-Anne, Debbie, Debbi, Big John, Steve, Marlon, Keith, and the rest of the staff. Thanks guys.

Oh by the way, in case you didn't know. . .I LOVE THIS JOB AND I LOVE THIS STAFF!
Mike

Life Goes to the Bible

2010-09-22T09:22:00.003-05:00

Ever have one of those kinda deja vu moments. I'm not talking about the regular deja vu kinda thing where you think or feel you've already seen or been a part of what's happening. Like that's not strange enough. Let's admit here and now that something like that happening is stinkin' freaky.

What I'm talking about is one of those moments where you hear or read about something and you can picture that happening in real life. Know what I mean? Maybe it's not deva vu in it's literal sense, but you've lived or know someone who's lived what you're reading or seeing. Kinda spooky for me, too.

Anyway, so I'm walking through the life of Jacob and the macabre relationship he has with Laban and his two daughters, Leah & Rachel. In verses 1 & 2 of Genesis 30 Rachel is all "Give me some babies, or I'll die!!!" Jacob responds angrily, "Don't blame me. Blame God! He's the one keeping you from having babies!" I felt like I was reading the script from a day-time soap opera. I started looking around for really bad actors. Yet, it was the interaction between two people - husband and wife - who lived real lives right here in the Bible!

Now I would cut Rachel some, not much, but some, slack, seeing as how she was jilted by here father, Laban, and used as bait to get more work from her future husband. Then it doesn't help that her old sister, Leah, who took her place at the wedding, was spitting boys out like a Pez dispenser. After all that Rachel was probably feeling a little rejected, displaced, or overlooked. Ever feel like that?

So in typical the Bible-comes-to-life fashion, Rachel goes a little over the top on the dramatic scene. She runs to her husband and makes some overly-dramatic statement like "Give me sons, or I'll die!" I know we look at Rachel and think, "'Give me a break!" But then how many time have you and I done, thought, or felt something similar? We work hard, put in the extra hours and 9-to-5 Bob down the hall gets the promotion. You wait for Mr. Right - find him, marry him, then find out he's not all you thought he was. You see the pastor down the street who has a bigger budget and more people and wonder why not you. How many times have our teens cried out when they didn't get their way? Yeah, we could all name a time or situation where we cried out some extreme, over the top statement about fairness or the lack of it or when things didn't go quite the way we thought they should.

Then there's Jacob. "Don't blame me! I'm not God!!" And he's right, you know? Jacob is not God. And he did NOT want to take responsibility for a God-thing. Love the way he oles right past the blame. He side-stepped the issue and kept right on going. And we are not any different. We are so about that, aren't we? "Don't get me involved." "It's not my fault!" "Go talk to so-and-so." Comforting dude. Then again, you could probably put my name there. Mercy is not one of my spiritual gifts. I'm about solving the problem, not comforting the hurting.

Then if that wasn't enough, Rachel drags an innocent bystander into the mess. She gives Jacob her handmaiden to him to give her children. What's up with this family? Didn't this happen a couple of generations back? I'm thinking, "YES!" Jacob's grandparents, Abraham & Sarah, did the same thing. Hasn't he heard the stories? Hasn't he shared the family history? And like most men, he went right along with Rachel.

Oh, now don't you point a finger! We do the same thing whenever we don't get our way with God. Something doesn't happen or end the way we think it should and we throw a tantrum, then start putting our paws all over it. We are going to make it happen! Come hell or high water, it's going to turn out the way we think it should! We don't wan to wait on God. We've planned it all out in our head or in our journal and we already know how it should end. How arrogant of us.

Take a lesson from Rachel and Jacob. Life doesn't always turn out the way we planned it. If it did we would be a bunch of spoiled little brats thinking life revolves around us. That is so us, isn't it? Listen, no one likes a bunch of spoiled brats who all want their way. Ever worked in the 2-year old room at church? Then you know what I mean.

Wait on the Lord and be faithful to what He's called you to do - a housewife, a boss, a mailman, a student, or a dad. He is faithful and his plans, like His timing, is always perfect.

Mike

Distracted this Morning

2010-09-16T09:09:00.004-05:00

Got up early this morning. Maybe I should say earlier this morning. Normally I'm up around 6:00 in the morning. I like to get up, grab a cup of joe, go to my office and spend time with God. Lately, I've been getting up a little later than normal. But this morning the alarm went off on the ol' crackberry and I got up - 6:15-ish.

One thing that I know about myself is that if I have time I will find something to fill it with - usually with stuff that distracts me from getting done what I already have planned. Know what I mean? This morning was no different. I was reading Psalm 116 and listening to the Chris Tomlin channel on Pandora. All is good. Then I remembered a blog I wanted to start following - Stuff Christians Like by John Acuf. So I searched it out and subscribed to it. Then I remembered my friend, Gene's, blog and had this cool Facebook badge I thought about adding to my blog. Then I played around with the size thingy of the badge - wanted to see what it would look like if I adjusted the size of the badge. Yep, I'm geeky like that.

OK, I have to ask, Am I the only one who's like that? I can't be, but maybe so. And if you've ever been in a meeting with me and I've done this to you. . .and yes, that would include my sweet wife, Cindy, I apologize, profusely! I know my distraction must be a distraction to you.

And, oh by the way, there sits Psalm 116 waiting for my attention. There's God waiting to meet with me. I'm sure He probably did the clearing the throat thing a couple of times, but I was too distracted by the unimportant to hear Him.

Maybe all's not lost this morning. I can either, get up later which forces me to focus on the important or I can realize that I've got to make changes to what's going on when I meet with God. Hmmmm. . . . sleeping longer sounds good, eh?

Got to get back to the King of Kings, thinking I hear that throat clearing thing again. . .

What's that you were saying, God?
Mike

Worship - the Created or the Creator

2010-09-15T09:36:00.003-05:00

Ever read something for the umpteenth time and one day it all clicks. . . you have that "AHA!" moment? The 115th Psalm was that for me this morning. I've probably read it. . . . . . . ok, I've read it a bunch. We'll just go with that. But there are couple of things that caught me eye and spoke to me.

First, part of the 1st verse happens to be the chorus to a Chris Tomlin song. Pretty cool, eh? The song just happens to be called Not to Us. Go figure.

¹ Not to us, O LORD, not to us
but to your name be the glory,

I like it because it removes us from the center of our self-centered lives and tendencies and places God smack dab in the middle. It says that it's about God and it's NOT about us. Thank you psalmist for the great reminder.

Second, the writer then goes on to describe gods made by man. He writes. . .

⁴ But their idols are silver and gold,
made by the hands of men.
⁵ They have mouths, but cannot speak,
eyes, but they cannot see;
⁶ they have ears, but cannot hear,
noses, but they cannot smell;
⁷ they have hands, but cannot feel,
feet, but they cannot walk;
nor can they utter a sound with their throats.
⁸ Those who make them will be like them,
and so will all who trust in them.

So let me get this straight. We make idols? And then we worship those idols? So what you're saying is that I create something and expect it to have "special powers" to bless, curse, or whatever? Where do they get these special powers? From me? But I don't have any . . . unless the ones in my head count? I mean, I'm not that special, yet I would expect the thing I create and worship and put my trust in to be special? Sorry, I just don't get it. Why would we do that? That's like taking an ash tray or bowl I made in pottery class and setting it up on an alter - singing to it, giving to it, praying to it, sharing it with others - and expecting it to make a difference in my life. It's the idea that the created is worshiped by the creator. Does this make sense to you?

Yet, there's God, in heaven who has the power and authority to do whatever pleases Him. He's the same God that create me and made me special/unique (no pun intended). Why wouldn't I worship the God who has the power to create me? Why wouldn't the created worship the creator?

And if I do put my trust in the Lord of Creation, He will be my help & my shield, He will bless me, He will make me increase - both me and my children (Baptists that doesn't mean get an extra helping of mashed potatoes and another round of dessert. . .put down the chicken leg) (v. 9-15).

So let me get this straight. . .I can worship something I created who has all the "special powers" I impart upon it. Or, I can worship, serve, and trust in the Lord who created me? Hmmmmm. . .seems like a no-brainer.

Not to us, O LORD, not to us but to your name be the glory!

Mike

Remembering 9/11

2010-09-11T12:45:00.003-05:00

As I was thinking back on that memorable day here are some things that I remembered:

I was on staff at Carpenter's Way Baptist Church in Lufkin, Tx. We were in the middle of a week-long performance of Titanic Moment. It was about 9:00 am and I was about to head into the office for another long day. I was on the phone with my dad when we both realized that a plane had struck the Pentagon. We were both thinking "Holy Cow, a plane just flew into the Pentagon!" I headed to the office to join the rest of the staff where I/we watched the planes strike the World Trade Center Towers. We watched agasped at the horror, not realizing they were totally intentional. Then we watched them fall. . .I thought of the lives, the families, the public servants. That night we went ahead with the performance. The events of that day gave a grave sense of urgency to the idea that we all will face our titanic moment and how important it is to know where we would spend eternity. I don't even remember being tired that night. . .or for the rest of the week, for that matter.
I'm so thankful for men and women who, without question, serve and protect us. Hearing the stories of the men and women who rushed into that building, who directed traffic, who searched endlessly, definitely made me appreciate them even more. I already had great admiration for them since I worked for one and had a brother-in-law who still serves as a police officer.
The days, weeks, and years following that tragic moment has also solidified my deep gratitude for our men & women who serve in our armed forces. Having a father who served in Vietnam and a brother who served in Desert Storm (and another that was about to head to Desert Storm before the ground troops were called off). My father and brothers served faithfully and completely. And seeing and hearing the stories of brothers, sisters, daughters, husbands, and sons who serve - some tour after tour - makes me a proud American.

I'm sure I'm missing something, but today is about remembering and being thankful. Remember the cost of lives and the cost of freedom. Being thankful that we have men and women who are willing to risk life and limb for us, whether it is within our borders or not. THANK YOU!!!

If you read this and don't mind sharing - I would like to hear your thoughts, your story, your memories. All are unique. All are worth sharing.

September 9, 2001,
Mike

It's Too Hard!

2010-09-08T11:03:00.003-05:00

We often believe, for one reason or another, that we have it hard as Christ-followers. Let me be the first to say, if you live in America, that's a farce and lie straight from the depths of hell. I've been in the bush of Tanzania and found life there a lot tougher than most of us have it. I'm not saying that we don't go through difficult patches at times - for proof check out another blog of mine called In the Midst of the Valley. And I admit that there are men, women, and children suffering in ways I could never imagine right here in the good ol' US of A. I get that. But for most of us who are claim to be disciples of Jesus Christ, we've gotta admit, we really don't have it so rough.

But not matter where I've lived and served in ministry I hear how difficult it is to share the gospel. . .to reach people for the Kingdom of God. I've even been one of those people. Then this morning I read about Noah who not only built a stinking huge boat, but was a preacher of righteousness (2 Peter 2:4-5). Talk about having it tough.

Imagine being the only God follower on the ENTIRE planet. Imagine having every kind of wickedness around you 24/7. Imagine being unable to escape it - no matter where you went, what you did, or who you met. Imagine trying to lead your family in the ways of God in the midst of all that was going on. Honestly? I can't grasp how difficult Noah really had it. This had to be tough.

Yet, Noah didn't make excuses. he didn't justify why he couldn't live for the Lord. Even among an entirely ungodly world he did all that God commanded him (Genesis 6:22) and was a preacher of righteousness.

So, why do we/I justify our unwillingness to be "preachers of righteousness"? Why do we/I find excuse after excuse when others are willing to do it in their culture, or in spite of their culture? I'm sure fear has something to do with it - fear of rejection, fear of being unprepared, etc. I'm sure the unwillingness to do the hard stuff, go to the hard places, and deal with hard people have something to do with it. I also think that we view our relationship with God as an us and Him thing. . .as though our relationship with God happens in a vacuum. . .and not an us and God and others thing. One thing I'm sure of, everyone who doesn't, or hasn't, has their excuse. . .their justification.

God keeps reminding me that Greater is He who is in me than he who is in the world (1 John 4:4). He also says that what is impossible with men is possible with God (Luke 18:27). Imagine a people of God who set aside the excuses and just started doing the things God has commanded us to to - Love God and love people. Imagine the difference it would make among our hearts, our church staffs, in our communities, our homes, our workplaces, our ministries, and even our churches.

Let's put away the childish things like excuses and begin to make a difference in our world - no matter where it is. Remember, greater is HE that is in us, than he that is in the world.

Mike

College Football!

2010-09-03T11:30:00.003-05:00

It's that time of year sports fans! The time of the year when Saturdays begin to get a little cooler, leaves on the trees begin to turn colors, and guys who shouldn't stand in stadiums without shirts and their home team's colors painted on their bodies. You got it!

IT'S COLLEGE FOOTBALL!!!!!

I have to be perfectly honest here. . .why do people say that, as though I can be imperfectly honest any other time? . . .this is my favorite time of the year. I love high school and college football. These guys have nothing to lose and everything to gain. Some will give it their all and never play another down after their senior season. I love the camaraderie among the athletes as well as the connection between the team and their fans. I mean, where else do you see a bunch of people in a stadium, crammed together, dressed in two distinct colors (unless they are both the same color), yelling their brains out?

I think people get behind professional teams, but they are not near as touchy as they are for their high school or college team. Don't believe me? Just try to get a Beaver fan to wear the yellow & gold of the Ducks. Or have someone from Ohio State wear the maize and blue of Michigan. Or have someone from Auburn put a "Roll Tide" sticker on their car. Better yet, try to an Waxahachie Indian to wear the maroon of the Ennis Lions? Mmmmm. ...Ain't gonna happen. Not now. Not ever.

So here are my teams with their slogans/yell. . .

University of Texas Longhorns - "Hook 'em Horns"
University of Alabama Crimson Tide - "Roll Tide"
Oregon State Beavers - Do they even have a slogan or a yell? Hmmmm....somebody help me out here
Waxahachie Indians - "Hatchie!!!"
Anyone playing Norte Dame - "Beat Norte Dame!"

So who's your team and what's their slogan/yell?

Mike

The Nines

2010-09-02T18:51:00.003-05:00

Leadership Network is hosting The NINES online leadership experience again this year on. . .you guessed it 09/09/10 (Sept 09, 2010). You will get to hear over 100 speakers give their best stuff in 6 minute clips. No fluff. No stories. Just the goods. I attended last year and heard some amazing things.

If you're a leader - paid or not - you can register for free - click here. All you need is access to the internet and some time to listen to some of the best and brightest leaders around. This year's focus is. . .

Don't miss out on an incredible opportunity to get in on this.

Mike

Expect the Enemy

2010-08-31T10:38:00.003-05:00

Ever found that when you begin something for God or respond to His calling that life tends to heat up - not in a good way, but in a struggling way? Why are we so surprised when the enemy shows up? Like our greatest rival didn't have a clue what we were up to. What's up with that?!

Believe it or not it didn't begin with you and it won't end with you.

In the first year of the rule of Cyrus the Great, king of Persia, he sent the captive Israelites back to Jerusalem to re-build the temple of God. He even returned the articles used in worship & sacrifice in the temple to take back to Jerusalem (Ezra 1-6). Of course, it would be wonderful if that was the end of the story, wouldn't it? I'm not so sure that it would be so wonderful. Stick with me here.

So, the Israelites head back to Jerusalem, set up life & shop, and begin work on the temple. If that's all that happened God would definitely received the glory. But life's never that easy, is it? For me it's not. Like the Israelites, I've found that as soon as I begin following God's calling on my life, or just determine to live for Him I run into opposition - the enemy comes a knocking. He does his best to redirect my focus, energies, and efforts. And, admittedly, there are times when he wins. Then again it's not new to me. The folks living around Jerusalem began doing everything they could to stop the progress, even a letter writing campaign to Artexerxes, the new king of Persia. Here's how the Israelites responded and what we could do as well to fulfill our calling.

Stand firm in your calling - The Israelites knew why they had been allowed to return to Jerusalem and nothing was going to distract them from that calling. No matter what God has called you to do - parenting, marriage, job, teacher, missionary, or pastor - it's your calling and it belongs to no one else. Stand firm in that calling
Respect authority - When Artexerxes demanded the Israelites to stop, they stopped. They took the proper steps and went through the proper channels and trusted God. That goes for us, too.
Remain faithful - Just because it doesn't happen in our timing and in our way doesn't mean something won't happen. Even if it does, trust God for the outcome. The Israelites remained faithful to re-building the temple. And in God's timing they celebrated the day it was finished.

At the end of it all they saw God do way more than they dreamed. He moved in ways they would have never imagined if everything had gone according to their plan. The same is true for us. If everything goes according to our plan, where's God get the glory in that.

I also love that the remnant who returned to Jersualem remembered their past - where they had come from and how they got there - yet they remained focused on their future. As a matter of fact, I think they used their past to propel them into their future.

Remain focused on the future!

Mike

Embracing the Unknown

2010-08-30T19:51:00.003-05:00

Got the chance to fill in for Clay at Trinity Church, one of our church plants, this Sunday. Had a blast. Everyone was so encouraging. Here's what I shared with them.

Everything that grows moves into the unknown. These are areas in our lives, families, &/or churches that we've never been before. Moms, remember the first day of school for your children. . .unknown. Guys, first day at a new job. . .unknown. Moved to a new neighborhood. . .unknown. Started a new ministry. . .unknown. They are all areas of our lives that tend to make most of us cringe just a little.

Now I know there are some of you out there that thrive off of living in and for the moment. You're the person who hits the road with no destination in mind. Or makes plans at the last minute. Let me be perfectly honest. . .that just FREAKS ME OUT!!! No, seriously, what's up with that? How can you do that? I'm just too much of a control freak and a planner to do it. Sorry.

Anyway. . .in order to embrace the unknown look no further than the Jonathan, son of King Saul and BFF to future King David. The story finds the Israelites at odds with the Philistines, again. Saul is hiding out with 600 hundred of his men. Jonathan has had enough and goes after the Philistines. Here's the lessons from Jonathan -

Embrace Initiative - In order to Embrace the Unknown you've got to do something! Get up and take the initiative. Don't wait until something happens to you. Jonathan didn't wait for the enemy to attack, he got up and took action. He was called to be a leader and a warrior. So, he got up and fought!
Embrace Uncertainty - Let go of the stability of certainty! You cannot grow and move forward while you are hugging on to certainty. One of the wonderful things about living in the realm of uncertainty is that you find that the journey with God is full of surprises. . .and that God is enough. While Jonathan was certain about the power and faithfulness of God, he left the outcome to God. It was like Jonathan was saying, "Let's go pick a fight. . .and maybe God will help!"
Embrace Influence - When we begin to embrace and move into the unknown we influence others. You might influence your family, children, friends, or fellow Christ-followers. Maximize your sphere of influence. Jonathan didn't try to influence his father. He didn't try to influence the guys hiding out with his father. But he did influence the one person in his sphere of influence - his armor bearer. And he followed Jonathan heart and soul.
Embrace Risk - The unknown is entangled with risk, but if we are going to move forward into the unknown, then we must embrace risk. It's like the old saying, "You can't steal 2nd with your foot on 1st." The problem with risk is that it makes us visible. People notice when others take a chance. But often times we would rather remain invisible. Here are some other words for invisible - average, mediocre, normal, compliant, predictable, and safe - it just helps us blend in with everyone else. Jonathan did blend in. With only 50% of the swords in the entire army (he had 1 of the 2), Jonathan moved forward and made himself known. He made himself visible.
Embrace Advancement - You can't follow God and remain in neutral. Follow is an action word that requires you and I to move! Embracing Advancement is often the dividing line between seeing a divine opportunity and seizing a divine opportunity. When we sit, we see. When we advance, we seize. Jonathan exemplifies this step. He left the safety of camp and made himself known to the Philistines. No surprise attack. No ambush. No superior fire power. Just a willingness to advance and trust God. I think Jonathan understood that the odds are irrelevant to God.

I know this probably isn't original. I'm almost certain I've heard it in an sermon, read it in a book, or saw it somewhere. But I do now it's true, regardless.

Moving, Risking, Influencing, Advancing while in the realm of Uncertainty. Won't you join me?!
Mike

Effective Leadeship . . .or Not

2010-08-25T10:06:00.002-05:00

I love reading and learning about leadership. Always have. . .and probably always will. My first lesson in leadership came from my one of my mentors - Gene Wilkes - who taught me to lead, not manage. And that's stinkin' hard for me 'cause I'm a control freak. It's probably the main reason I don't ride roller coasters - no steering wheel. . .I'm not in control.

Another lesson I've learned over the years is that leadership is influence. If you're not influencing people then you're probably not a leader. I've learned this one the hard way. Again, I'm a control freak, so I've been guilty of telling people what to do rather than influencing them.

I say all this because I was reading about the life and rule of Jotham, another of the kings of Judah. 2 Chronicles 27:2 says that Jotham did what was right in the eyes of the Lord, yet the people continued their corrupt practices. This lead me to wonder how effective a leader he was? How much influence did he have over the people of Judah?

I came to the following conclusions:

He had little or no influence over the people of Judah
While Jotham was following the Lord, he did nothing or very little to get rid of the idols and altars of worship to foreign gods (see 2 Kings 15:32-37)
Or it's both 1 & 2

In spite of Jotham's leadership, or lack of it, I also wonder how much responsibility should the people take for their own spirituality? I don't think it's much different in churches these days. The pastor/staff pursue the heart of God, yet the people show up each week, check church off their To-Do list and continue with their lives, never growing any closer to God than they were before they showed up. And get this, they may sing really good, or at least really loud (like me), take notes during the sermon, and may even be part of a small group. Yet, it's just something they do because they have other things that are real priorities in their lives.

***NOTE: I am generalizing here. I know that. I know that in most churches there are faithful, God-pursuing people who sacrifice, serve, and come alongside their staff and leadership. This is not an attack on the church or staff. It's just an observation.***

So here's what I'm wrestling with - how much responsibility does the pastor/staff take for the spirituality of the people of their church and how much responsibility should the people take for their own spirituality? I think there is responsibility on both sides of the question. And I ask, because I've been in a lot of churches and sat down with a lot of leaders over the years and have seen & heard their struggles.

Tell me where you are,
Mike

Uncool

2010-08-25T09:57:00.005-05:00

Love this video from Longhollow Baptist Church in Hendersonville, TN. They are very creative.

Let me know what you think.

Mike

Running With the Devil

2010-08-24T09:17:00.003-05:00

Back in 1978 the group Van Halen released an album called, what else, Van Halen. The first song on the album was Running with the Devil. Now, if you remember it, don't act like you don't. And you know who I'm talking to.

This phrase hit me this morning as I was reading the biography of Joash. A king who was saved from the persecution of his grandmother and shown incredible grace by the priest at the time. Eventually, through the work of Jehoiada, the priest, Joash became king at 7, yes, that's right, 7 years old. Don't know many 7 year olds I trust the keys to my house with, much less the keys to a kingdom. But we're told in 2 Chronicles 24:2

Joash did what was right in the eyes of the LORD all the years of Jehoiada the priest.

Way to go Joash! That's huge, because at the time not many leaders and certainly not his father, Ahaziaha, were pursuing God. But there's a hitch in the verse. Read it again and see if you find it. Did you? Check the last part, . . ."all the years of Jehoiada the priest." That's the commentary on Joash's life. When Johoiada passed away everything in Joash's life and the kingdom of Judah went to hell in a hand basket.

Without someone in his life to help him stay focused Joash began running with the devil. He began listening to the wrong people. He allowed the people to worship idols again. What he tore down at the beginning of his life he allowed at the end. And God saw everything. And in the end God removed His hand from the Joash and Judah and they were given over to the Arameans. . .the enemy. Joash wasn't even buried in the tomb of the kings.

Here's a couple of take aways from Joash's life:

It's not how you begin, it's how you finish - Joash, like a lot of us start out strong, but falter in the end.
It's easy to get distracted when you don't have someone in your life to keep you focused.

So. . .how are you running the race. Are you like Paul who is striving to finish strong, maybe you're stumbling a bit, or you've gone completely off track. It's ok. Yeah, you might have to make some adjustments, but that's what God's forgiveness and restoration is about. He wants to help you.

Maybe, you just need a couple of people in your life to help you stay focused on the right race. Pray. . .ask God to put 1, 2, or 3 people in your life who love you enough to ask the hard questions.

Whatever you do, don't take up running with the devil. Take it from someone who's done just that. It's not worth it.

Gotta go. Honey. . .where's my red spandex pants and bandannas. . .and can I borrow some hairspray?!
Mike

What Would You Do?

2010-08-23T11:00:00.002-05:00

Have you ever faced a situation that you felt, or knew, you were totally unprepared for? Something you absolutely knew was over your head? Parenting? A project at work? Marriage? A relationship? A situation with a friend? Know what I mean?

I have to admit that I've been there a number of times - new positions, a new responsibility that falls under number 13 on the job description - you know, the one that says "And additional responsibilities as assigned by your supervisor," or a problem at the office. I could go on, but I think you get the picture.

If you're anything like me you just push on. If you know me you know I tend to work harder. I seek out people to give me advice. I read up on it, as though learning more about it will give me the "wonder answer" I'm looking for. Yep, that's what I do. More times than not, my attitude is "I won't let this beat me." Like I'm in some kinda competition or something. What's up with that? Now, I understand that none of these are bad options. I should seek wise counsel. I should become knowledgeable about it. I should work a little harder. But what if there's was another first step I could and should take.

Jehoshaphat, King of Judah, found himself in an insurmountable situation. In 2 Chronicles 20 we're told that the Ammonites and the Moabites along with some others were coming after Judah. In verse 2 Jehoshaphat is told that a vast army is approaching. Now Jehoshaphat could have done a million things to get ready for the conflict. Yet, you know what he did?

Alarmed, Jehoshaphat resolved to inquire of the LORD, and he proclaimed a fast for all Judah. ⁴ The people of Judah came together to seek help from the LORD; indeed, they came from every town in Judah to seek him.

That's right. He called the people of Judah together to seek what God wanted them to do and to fast - to prepare their hearts to hear from God. Then, he prayed - not in his prayer closet or in his office, or in his chariot with the windows rolled up so no one would hear him. Nope, not this guy. He put himself in front of the people of Judah and sought God's heart. As he ended his prayer he said. . .

. . . "We do not know what to do, but our eyes are upon you."

Wow. Here's the leader of a nation standing before his people and openly admits that he doesn't have a clue as to what to do. What do you think the people thought? Scared? Worried? Anxious? Bothered? Maybe, but that would only be natural. But in light of that they were seeking God's face and in doing took this very seriously. Jehoshaphat and the people of Judah did prepare their heart to hear from God. It wasn't some willy-nilly approach to seeking God.

Ever thought about what it would look like if you as parent, family leader, supervisor, employee, friend, pastor, community leader, or ministry leader stoop up and said, "I haven't a clue, but let's get with God and hear what He has to say? That's powerful.

First of all, just admitting you don't know what to do as a leader is honest, humbling, and shows your humanity. It also reveals your lack of power. Seeking God, though, shows that you know the source of power. I know this could be risky in the corporate/business world and in neighborhood/community settings. And it may take some time to ease into the seeking God part. But imagine if our pastors, church leaders, elders, deacons, or teachers did this? HOLY MOLY!!!!!! I think there would be such a difference in our churches that the community would have to take notice.

Allow me to encourage you today. . .this week. . .that when you encounter a situation that is over your head, or seems insurmountable, you admit to your people, children, wife, friends, ministry, or staff that you ain't got a clue and we're seeking God for an answer. I know it sounds risky, but I think God loves it when He's lifted up, sought after, and given the chance to show His power and get the glory.

By the way. Judah won the battle without ever raising a sword, spear, or arrow. They simply gathered the plunder. . .and that took three stinkin' days! How cool is that?!!!

Take a chance. . .on God. What have you got to lose?

Going to God,
Mike

Pushing God Out

2010-08-21T11:50:00.003-05:00

I've been reading through 2 Chronicles. And as Israel was being divided into Judah and Israel I noticed something.

***SIDENOTE: Now remember that Rehoboam (Solomon's son) became king of Judah and Jeroboam became king of Israel. I know that trying to keep up the names and who's who can be confusing, but this is all you need to know for now.***

Ok, getting back to the story. So in chapter 11 is says . . .

¹³The priests and Levites from all their districts throughout Israel sided with him. ¹⁴ The Levites even abandoned their pasturelands and property, and came to Judah and Jerusalem because Jeroboam and his sons had rejected them as priests of the LORD. ¹⁵ And he appointed his own priests for the high places and for the goat and calf idols he had made. ¹⁶ Those from every tribe of Israel who set their hearts on seeking the LORD, the God of Israel, followed the Levites to Jerusalem to offer sacrifices to the LORD, the God of their fathers. ¹⁷ They strengthened the kingdom of Judah and supported Rehoboam son of Solomon three years, walking in the ways of David and Solomon during this time.

You might want to read it again. I did. And as I did I realized that Jeroboam began pushing God out of Israel. He even went as far as to appoint his own priests for the idols and god he had began worshiping. Man, that's harsh. How many of you thought, "Mm, Mm, Mmmm. He's done gone and messed up!". . .or something like that?

I did at first. Then I was thinking back through that passage this morning and thought to myself, "Mike, how many times have you pushed God out of your life?" It was very stinkin' convicting. I don't know if you thought of that (not about me, but about yourself), but when was the last time you did something you knew didn't please, honor, or glorify God? Then, that was the last time you pushed God out and worshiped the god of your emotions, desires, or thinking. God has a word for that. It's called SIN and everyone of us do it.

That's right. Every time we do something that doesn't draw us or someone else closer to God we worship ourselves and our own idols and gods. Pretty harsh? Yeah, but that's because God wants every part of us all the time. He doesn't just want us when we feel like it or have a warm fuzzy weekend at church or camp. It's a 24/7 deal.

This week try to be conscious of the times when you push God out and when you do find yourself at that point stop for a moment, confess it, then take steps to keep from doing it again (repentance).

Pulling God in,
Mike

New Look & New Passion

2010-08-21T11:30:00.002-05:00

As you may have noticed, I've changed the look of the ol' Soakin' Up Life blog. . .again. There's a couple of reasons for that.

I haven't really felt like writing like I have in the past. The passion and the thoughts and the energy to put stuff down just wasn't there. Now I do and now it is. I have a renewed desire to share via the blog.
If I am going to re-re-start writing again and I wanted to start fresh with a new look.

I am going to be tweaking some things on the page as I go. So don't wig out if something looks out of place or doesn't fit. Right now my pics are wider than the main page. Don't know why, yet, but we'll get to it.

I chose this look because I love the mountains. I love getting to the mountains. It's a place of refreshment, renewal, and re-creation for me. I also love the variety of experiences the mountains provide - from skiing, to hiking, to camping, to fishing, to biking, to . . .well, you get the picture. The mountains are also a place of challenge. There are times when I'm skiing down a mountain or walking down a trail and life seems so peaceful. But there are also times when the mountain challenges me. It forces me to push myself or to think outside the box.

But the mountains also provide me a place of solitude where I can focus on God and allow Him to speak into my life. Ever since I've been in leadership I've been challenged to find a place to get away to; a place where I can spend time with the Lord - to speak to Him and to hear from Him. That place for me is the mountains.

Where's that place for you? Where do you go to hear from and focus on God? Maybe it's simply your kitchen table or a local coffee shop. Maybe it's in your car as you drive. It could be in bed at night as the day winds down. If you don't have a place I would encourage to do discover one. Find a place where you can slow down long enough to catch your breath and focus your heart and mind on the Lord.

Wondering along in life,
Mike

Prayer is so vital and powerful

2010-07-05T12:58:00.002-05:00

Hi! This is Cindy. After much prayer, I really felt God wanted me to share this email from one of our teammates from our Africa mission trip. With permission to use her email and post on my husbands usual blog, I will share with you God has laid on my heart. It reminded and encouraged me to always pray without ceasing in all things and in all circumstances. God is a BIG God who is able and faithful.......even in the little, everyday things we sometimes take for granted. Prayer is so vital and powerful. We all left Tanzania and flew to Dulles. After we arrived in Dulles, many of us began our seperate ways home. Some of us to Virginia, Pensacola, Portland, Huntsville, and Mobile. Our friends email also reminded and encouraged me that the mission is not over when you leave Tanzania. The mission is always there and always going. Even when you leave Tanzania, you are entering the mission field.

To God be the glory in ALL things,
Cindy

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Good morning,

Confession to my teammates. We prayed our through our Africa 2010 Mission and HE was faithful to answer every prayer over and above our imagination!
Muslims were saved and the sick were healed before our eyes!

From Dulles to Atlanta, they announced our Atlanta connection left and we were scheduled to come home Tuesday morning. Again we prayed, Lord, we are so tired, if there is any way please let us get home tonight. When we arrived in Atlanta, they said there were no seats on the flight that was leaving, however Carolyn told Sarah and Travis to run to that terminal and check while she was on the phone trying to get us a flight out of Atlanta to Pensacola or Gulf Port. Praying all the while. Lord please get us home as we are so tired. Sarah called Carolyn and said there are seats available....run to Terminal B-36! We got our E-receipt, After sitting for 35 hours running was a challenge for me, running down the down escalator wasn't bad however running up the up escalator Whew! Almost did me in! We all got on the plane except Carolyn and Sarah as Delta was having computer problems. LORD, please calm the Delta attendant and fix the computer that Sarah and Carolyn can get on this plane. Looked up, there was Sarah and Carolyn getting on the plane!!! PRAISES TO OUR LORD!!!

When I was getting off the plane, I thanked the attendant for holding the plane for us. Her response, We didn't hold the plane, but I am glad that you made it on this flight.

Why did I THANK DELTA FOR HOLDING THE PLANE FOR US??? Here I am back in the U.S.A. and already thanking man.

LORD, FORGIVE ME! PRAISE TO OUR LORD FOR ANSWERING OUR PLEA TO BRING US HOME. HE IS FAITHFUL!

Humbled by HIS hand on us.

Love to all,
Kitty

4th of July

2010-07-04T10:29:00.003-05:00

Today is the 4th of July. . .the day we Americans celebrate our independence. It's the day our founding fathers decided, together, that America was to be it's own country. It's also our 234th birthday. And this morning I was wondering if, today, we appreciate the freedom we've enjoyed or the price that's been paid for all these 234 years?

I think we enjoy the freedoms - the freedom to make a living doing what we want to do, the freedom of educational opportunities, the freedom to speak freely, the freedom to disagree, the freedom to travel and live wherever we want, the freedom to have as many children as you want, even the freedom to participate in our government and the political process - but I don't think we stop long enough to appreciate these freedoms. We all know about the atrocities committed against mankind just in this century by governments, religion, and people to prevent them from experiencing these freedoms.

I also don't think we stop and think about the price that's been paid to ensure we enjoy these freedoms. We don't think about the decisions that have been made - even back in 1776, the risks that have been taken, and the sacrifices made by those who gave of themselves whole-heartedly to make sure we get to enjoy them today. I'm often thankful that my Dad and two brothers voluntarily and faithfully served our country. I'm thankful and appreciate their willingness to sacrifice on my behalf.

So, as I proudly display my flag (the only flag out in my neighborhood this mornng), I want to encourage you to take some time today while you're splashing around in the water, grillin' some dogs, or watching some fireworks tonight to think about the freedoms you do enjoy today and the sacrifices that were made to make sure you had an opportunity to celebrate a 4th of July. It may cause you to appreciate the freedoms you enjoy a whole lot more.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMERICA AND MAY GOD BLESS YOU!
Mike

Heading Home

2010-06-27T00:08:00.003-05:00

I was able to access the hotel's internet service for a few minutes so I thought I would take a few moments to let everyone know that Cindy and I are doing OK. We are tired, but doing well. We head home this afternoon and plan on being back in Portland Monday afternoon - providing nothing goes wrong with our flights.

We had a great trip over and have had an exciting time serving alongside our co-laborers in Christ. Cindy took some wonderful pictures and video of our time here. I'm sure we will be sharing them. We are looking forward to getting back, sleeping in our own bed and hanging with Lucy & Dot.

I will write about our trip some more when we get back home and share some of the God-moments we encountered while ministering in Tanzania.

Thank you, all, who have been praying for us. We could feel your prayers and appreciate them very much.

Mike

Only in Texas, Baby!

2010-06-10T13:09:00.006-05:00

Got an email from a friend in Texas about an event coming to Lufkin, Texas. I was on staff at Carpenter's Way Baptist Church in Lufkin for 5 years.

Yes, this is the promo picture from Evangelism Tickets' web site promoting the event at the Expo Center.

The event will feature concerts by the Robbie Seay Band and FFH. Both are great bands. I would love to be there for this one, folks. If you live anywhere in the area. . .GO!

For more information and where to buy tickets click the picture.

I love the fact that we, Texans, can take a cultural event like tractor pulling and use it for Jesus!

Some People Just Get It!

2010-06-08T18:23:00.003-05:00

Was checking out my friend Gene Wilke's blog and ran across this little ditty. . .

The writer shared how Roger Staubauch switched seats with an injured, returning soldier. . .not once, but twice in the same flight, giving up his first class seat for their seat further back on the plane.

Like I said, some people just get it. Thank you Mr. Staubauch for setting the example for all of us on how to treat our men & women of the military.

With a grateful heart and tons of respect,
Mike

If you're looking to get me something for. . . .

2010-06-08T10:49:00.004-05:00

If you have ever wondered what you could get me for my birthday, Christmas, or just because you like me I have a suggestion

It's a Strand Craft 122 - a yacht that comes with a matching, hand-crafted, turbo-charged V-12, 880 hp car. The only way to get one of these cars is to buy the boat. Go figure.

And it's all available for the low, low price of $25 Million.

So, if you thinking ahead for Christmas or birthday, now might be a good time to start saving those pennies!

Mike

From the Ladies Tee

2010-04-19T19:11:00.001-05:00

My brother, Dan, sent this one to me. If you laugh let me know.

Thanks Dan. I laughed!!

25 Things I Hate About Facebook

2010-04-14T18:38:00.002-05:00

Yeah, I Facebook. But I have to be honest. There are some things I DO NOT like about it. I don't like it when I am forced to see that you are playing farmville, your tank is clean, or you've found some treasure, or got some high score on a game. And I especially don't like it when I'm asked to play. If I wanted to play, I would have already started playing!!! GET A LIFE!!! Read a book, go play with your family, take a walk, go for a hike, do something productive!

Check out Julian Smith's 25 Things He Hates About Facebook. . .

Are there things you don't like about Facebook?

3rd Blackberry Bold

2010-04-05T12:23:00.003-05:00

Yes, you read that right. I'm on my 3rd Blackberry Bold in just over a year. My first one had the roller-ball seize up on it. The external speaker went out on the second one . . .unless I removed the battery cover, THEN it would work. Not a big deal unless you use the speaker phone or the alarm or watch videos or want to hear your phone ring when your headset is in.

Got my refurbished one in the mail last week. I'm switching over to it today. Which means upgrading operating system on it - that can take up to 30 minutes, loading my contacts, appointments, and tasks. Re-downloading and setting up my programs - Pandora, You Version, ESPN, Ubertwitter, Facebook, etc.

I'm thankful I was able to get a replacement, but I'm just not looking forward at resetting, reloading, and getting it back to usable status.

It's getting a little frustrating.

Holy Hangover

2010-04-05T11:15:00.002-05:00

Holy Hangover - it's not new, in fact I adopted it from Mark Batterson. But it definitely describes how I feel this morning. I don't really want to be here. . .in the office. My mind is mush, my energy is zapped, and yet,after this weekend I'm compelled to get up and get in here and get 'er done!

This weekend was incredible. At Greater Gresham, we kicked off the weekend with our Good Friday Service. It was moving, challenging, and powerful. The Lord definitely met with us. It was refreshing, energizing, and what we needed.

Then we moved into our Easter celebrations with one service on Saturday evening and 3 on Sunday morning. The attendance on Saturday night blew us away! THEN came Sunday morning. the 8:30 am service took us by surprise. pleasant surprise, but still a surprise. By the 10:00 service we were having to add chairs. And still, the 11:30 service came and went with still more people coming.

Here are a couple of thoughts from the weekend:

I loved doing it and would do it again next week!
It's about people - the people who came, the people who served, and the people who led. We couldn't have done it without them.
The number of people it took to pull this off is staggering - I still don't know the total count of volunteers who served, but it happened with hardly a hitch. From Lisa and her greeters, to Arne and the parking team, to Brian who cleaned and prepped bathrooms all weekend and kept them ready for people, to Ken & Lance who drove shuttle vans, to Lyne, Bev & Cindy who worked to get the cardboard testimonies together, to Janice and her tech team who worked all week to get everything just right, and the video crew who set up and took some chances and tried new things, to Mark & John who built the crosses, to Gary and the praise teams who served service after service, along with Ceil, Danielle, and Iona and their host of volunteers who led our children and preschool ministries, and our prayer partners who stayed after each service to meet and pray with people. What an amazing group of people. . .and not one complaint from anyone who served! I did see lots of smiles, though.
In every service we saw someone come to Christ for the first time and many who recommitted their lives to Christ.
I watched in awe as member after member shared their cardboard testimony. Sharing with us the difference Christ has made and is making in their lives. They have definitely shared in Christs sufferings and have known the power of His resurrection (Phil 3:10-11).
I love our praise team! They definitely brought their "A" game this weekend and it showed. Their energy, passion, and giftedness came through. Gary, keep up the great work.
Keith, my friend and brother in Christ, thank you for sharing the anointed Word of God with us. It was a blessing each time I heard it.

I still want to go home and go back to bed. Actually, I would love to hit a coffee shop and just reflect on all the details of the weekend, then go back to bed. But alas, the week awaits and I still have a stack of stuff to do. It definitely makes it easier come here after such a powerful movement of God among His people. Thank you God for weekends like this!

Mike

Creativity

2010-03-16T10:34:00.003-05:00

I was reading some articles on Fast Company's web site and ran across these two - they are more like slide shows, but they do provide some narrative as to what and why of their spaces:

One on Facebook
The other on creative spaces

It got me to thinking, what could we do to provide an environment to promote creativity, openness, and community at Greater Gresham Baptist Church and while maintaining functionality and safety? We have a great campus, but I keep wondering about how we could use it better. . .more creatively. I don't have the answers yet, but that led me to thinking about other working/learning environments.

So. . .what would help you be more creative, open, and community-like (ok, maybe it's not a word) in your work or learning environment? Some suggestions might be remove walls or replace them with glass, open spaces for that are more relaxed for hanging out away from the "office" environment, providing snacks, quiet places to get away and think, wireless internet so you can work away from your desk, and/or fun spaces to play, blow off steam, and build teams.

I guess that's the question of the day:

What would help you be more creative, open, and develop community in your work or learning environment?

Need to go install that espresso machine. . .
Mike

You Think Leadership is all Fun & Games?

2010-03-11T13:51:00.002-06:00

I love to read and listen to Perry Noble. He's funny, to the point, and believes it's all about Jesus. Perry Pastors New Spring Church in Anderson, SC. This morning he wrote part 1 of 3 on leadership. In his post he shares his unique insight how leaders must sometimes do the difficult things.

Check this out and tell me what you think.

Mike

Surrender?

2010-03-08T10:37:00.002-06:00

Be imitators of God, therefore, as dearly loved children and live a life of love, just as Christ loved us and gave himself up for us as a fragrant offering and sacrifice to God. - Ephesians 5:1-2

As I read this verse this morning I was thinking back to a discussion we had in our ABF on Saturday night. In chapters 3 and 4 of Ephesians Paul refers to himself as a prisoner - chapter 3, "A prisoner of Christ Jesus," and in chapter 4, "A prisoner of the Lord." Paul began two chapters of this letter with statements about his spiritual status. He declared his prisonership - one who had totally surrendered control of his will, his choices, and his actions to another. A prisoner is not what someone in his day wanted to be. It was not a pretty sight. Then again, being a prisoner anywhere is not pretty, recommended, or desired. Paul was no longer in control, but the one whom he surrendered to was in control - his Lord.

Then Paul comes to chapter 5 and says be an imitator of God - just as Christ gave himself up for us as a sacrifice. Haven't quite made the connection between imitating God and Christ's sacrifice for us, but I do see Paul re-iterating the theme of surrender. Christ, of all people, didn't have to surrender, but he chose to give himself up for our benefit. He didn't have to be a sacrifice, but for me, he laid himself on a cross. Philippians 2:5-8 says he emptied himself - he consciously chose to give up all his heavenly and divine rights and was obedient to the Father, and gave himself up by dying on the cross for a sinner such as me.

To live a life of surrender. To live a life as a prisoner of the Lord. To live without any control over my life. For me. . .that's a scary proposal. What a controversial act. But, it's got to be better. . .better than me in control. It's definitely has to be better than the messes I create when I'm calling the shots.

But then, I wouldn't be in control. I guess that's probably the hardest part for me. Why? I like to be in control! To allow my future and the circumstances of my life be dictated by someone else. . .I don't know. Then again, I don't think I'm alone. Can I get a witness?!

There's a part of me that hesitates. I want to live a life surrendered to Christ Jesus. I really do! But I have this old battle that continues to rage between my Spirit man and my flesh man, both of whom want to be in control. But the struggle won't be resolve - will never be resolved - until I decide who's in control and surrender to him. To give control to my Lord and live a life worthy of the invitation extended to me through Christ's death on the cross and experience the stuff God has prepared for me that is beyond my wildest imagination (1 Corinthians 2:9-10)! Wow!! Why wouldn't I want to live that life? Then again, it comes down to control. . .to surrender. . .my struggle.

Mike

My God. . .

2010-01-14T09:54:00.002-06:00

Found this incredibly powerful, inspirational, moving. Let me know what you think.

My God by Jon Goode from buckheadchurch on Vimeo.

Incredibly (yeah, it's redundant) thankful for my God!

Mike

Choices

2009-12-30T11:38:00.002-06:00

My youngest brother, Jerry, has taught me that life is about choices. And those choices have consequences, some are good and some are bad depending on our choice. This lesson came to mind as I was reading Romans 7:4-6.

⁴So, my brothers, you also died to the law through the body of Christ, that you might belong to another, to him who was raised from the dead, in order that we might bear fruit to God. ⁵For when we were controlled by the sinful nature, the sinful passions aroused by the law were at work in our bodies, so that we bore fruit for death. ⁶But now, by dying to what once bound us, we have been released from the law so that we serve in the new way of the Spirit, and not in the old way of the written code.

It's about whether I choose, as a Christian, to live for God or to live for my old self. I've been released to serve and bear fruit for the living, life-raising God and not my sinful desires. Just as God has released me from my marriage to Karen, through her death, and He has given me the freedom to marry Cindy, I have been released from my old nature, my old way of doing things, and my old way of serving and free to live the life God wants me to live. It's a choice! I can drag the dead body of my old nature around or chunk that puppy and live in the freedom of my salvation through Jesus!

I choose! ME! It's not up to my sinful nature - though it's always trying to dissuade me from living for God. It's not the law or a bunch of rules - they just point out my sinful nature. And it's not up to Cindy, my friends, or my family. It up to ME! And just as I can say "'yes" or "no" to my sinful nature, I can say "yes" or "no" to living for God and bearing fruit.

@MarkBatterson tweeted the following this morning. . .

every time you say "yes" to something you are saying "no" to something else. every "yes" is a "no" and every "no" is a "yes."

I like that. It makes sense to me. This applies to every part of my life, but it especially applies to my walk with God. Saying "yes" to God, means saying "no" to my sinful nature and vice-versa.

Who are you choosing to bear fruit for today - sinful nature that's already dead or God, that's alive and well? Who are you saying "yes" and "no" to today? If you're a Christian, the choice should be God, but it's also much easier said than done. But it still comes down to a choice.

Choosing life over death,
Mike

Questions?

2009-12-30T11:14:00.002-06:00

Last night Cindy and I watched the movie Faith Like Potatoes. It's a true life story about Angus Buchan, a South-African farmer who gives his whole life to God - even his business (a.k.a., his farm). It's kinda slow, being filmed in what I would call typical foreign-film fashion - it's more about the scenery, music, and overall story than in moment to moment action like we Americans are more accustomed to.

Anyway. . .there was a point where Angus says something like, "As I grew in my faith I had more questions."

Did you get that? He had more questions. Is that good or bad? I think it's good. . .it's healthy. When was the last time you had questions about God, your faith in Him, what He wants you to do?

Somewhere, I think we bought into the idea that Christians have all the answers. I mean, if we have all the answers then why do I need God? To tell you the truth we. . .I. . .don't have all the answers. And as soon as we admit that we don't, we will begin an incredible spiritual journey with God. Questions force us to trust God in new ways. Questions lead to searching, to a deeper faith in God. Questions force us to realize that we're not in control and that life is bigger than just us.

When was the last time you had questions about your faith or about this whole completely-sold-out-to-God thing? Maybe you do have questions, but you're afraid of the answer or what others will think. Don't be afraid. I've heard it said the only stupid question is the one that's not asked. So go ahead and ask! How else will you grow? Go for it!!

Any questions. . .
Mike

Messed Up!

2009-12-29T09:42:00.004-06:00

Reading Romans 7:7-25 (go read it, this will make much more sense) this morning and couldn't help think how much I relate to Paul. What wretched men we are. As I read I kept thinking how we both struggle with sin, how we both want to do what God wants us to do, yet are sabotaged by our sinful nature. Man, am I glad there was someone honest enough to say that they are not perfect. I am so glad there's someone as messed up as me. At least I don't feel alone. Do you ever feel like you're the only one who messes up, sometimes?

Thank you, God, for someone like Paul. . .someone we would consider a "super saint". . . who struggles just like the rest of us. Thank you for someone who is willing to say, "Hey! No matter how hard I try, I'm messed up!"

Thank you for not leaving us to our own sinful masters - ourselves. Thank you for rescuing us through Christ Jesus our Lord. Thank you for loving me enough to pull me out of the the depth of my own sin and from the grasp of my own sinful nature.

Can you relate to Paul? Do you wrestle between wanting to do what is right and actually doing it? Are you like me, do you have the desire to do what is good, but cannot carry it out? Maybe God is waiting for us to get honest with Him so He can rescue us. . .you. . .me.

Thanks for pulling me out, God. . .
Mike

Did God Smile?

2009-12-24T08:59:00.003-06:00

This morning as I was reading the birth story of Jesus fro Luke 2 I thought - Did God smile? I mean, when baby Jesus took his first breath of alien air and let out his first cry did God, like a first time parent, smile a grateful, appreciative, proud-to-be-a-pappa smile? Think about it! Here's the King of Kings and the Lord of Lords in the presence of humanity as humanity. THAT had never happened before! It's Immanuel - God with us. All of heaven is rejoicing! God's plan to pursue us and have a relationship with us is in motion and. . . and. . .it's a baby! Everybody gets excited about a baby! Through time God would finally have the opportunity to have a relationship with His greatest creation. . .you and me.

Or did he sigh, like one who knew this was only the beginning? Was God's heart burden, even just a little, because He has had sent His only son into a sinful world to rescue an unappreciative creation like us? God knew why Jesus was there. Yes, it would take about 33 years for that purpose to take place. But God knew it. He knew it all. He knew the rejection Jesus would experience. He knew the testing and death-traps that would come from those who should have been looking and waiting for Him. God already knew about the loneliness of Jesus' ministry and life. He even knew about the death he would have to die for us. God knew all of this on the day that little baby received His name - Jesus. . .Savior.

This morning I am excited! I get to celebrate the birth of my Savior! But I'm also a little sad for my God. Because of my sinful, selfish, greedy heart God had to send his only Son to die on the cross for my the penalty of my sins so God and I could have a personal relationship. Then again, maybe God did smile. . . he might have smiled at the thought that he might just have a relationship with YOU! And that would make Him happy.

Smiling that God loves me enough to send His ONLY Son to earth so I may have a relationship with Him. . .
Mike

Christmas Eve Services

2009-12-23T13:03:00.003-06:00

Don't miss our Christmas Eve Services at 3:00, 5:00 and 7:00 pm. This year's theme is, "Nativity Scenes." The services will be interactive and you won't want to miss the important role the kids will play.

GGBCers, please invite your friends to attend one of the services. Since we had to cancel our services last year, I'm especially looking forward to spending Christmas Eve with you.

Please take a few minutes and ask the Lord to work in the lives of people during these services.

Mike

Shredder or Methodical?

2009-12-23T10:19:00.003-06:00

I was thinking about this earlier, but how do you open gifts?

I'm an Methodical. A methodical is someone who takes their time to unwrap gifts. We open gifts at the taped spots first, then slowly and methodically remove the outer coverings or lift the gift from the bag. We savor the moments of the opening. To us it like crossing the finish line of a long race in slow motion and music from Chariots of Fire playing in the background. This makes the gift even more satisfying when we finally do get to it. It also drives shredders crazy! Driving shredders crazy may also contribute to why we open gifts as we do.

Cindy is a Shredder. Shredders tear into gifts with no thought about the exterior coverings. Their entire goal is to get to the gift as quickly as possible. The outer layers are just in their way. I love watching shredders open gifts. They have a blast. It's like a treasure hunt and when they find the "gold" they explode in laughter, surprise, or awe. They love tearing into the paper or bag. And it works for Cindy and me, because I'm not the best wrapper in the world, so the wrapping doesn't have to look great, just be something for her to rip and shred to get to the gift.

In some way being married to a shredder ought to make it easier for me. . .why wrap? Sorry, not gonna happen. Every gift will have it's appropriate shell of wrapping paper or bag.

So what are you. . .Shredder or Methodical?

Open your gifts your way and enjoy. . .
Mike

And It's Only Wednesday. . .

2009-12-23T10:04:00.002-06:00

That's right folks, it's only Wednesday!

You could take that statement a couple of ways:

If you're a guy, you're probably thinking that you still have a couple of days left before you start your Christmas shopping. So to you, the statement would read something like this. . . "it's only Wednesday!" And just so that you'll know - I'm just about done with my shopping!
If you're anything like me, you may be thinking that it's only Wednesday and you still have another couple of busy days ahead. So you would read the statement like this. . . "it's only WEDNESDAY!?"

And for me it's not just that there's a couple of busy days ahead, it's that I love Christmas morning. . .always have, always will. In a couple of days we'll wake up on the day we celebrate the Savior's birth and have a great morning with family and friends. I love the getting up, the looks on everyone's face as they open gifts, the smiles of those who gave them. . .it's the whole atmosphere! Man, I don't think there's a day I enjoy or cherish more.

So, yeah, it's only Wednesday. Got a full day today. Christmas Eve services tomorrow - 3:00, 5:00, & 7:00 pm. Then I get to hang out with my sweetie and enjoy Christmas.

It's only Wednesday. . .
Mike

Tonight's ABF

2009-12-19T19:32:00.003-06:00

I'm taking a break from Romans to look at the birth of Jesus. Having groups look up a piece of the birth story, answer some questions & discuss it, then share with the rest of the class. Groups will look at. . .

Jesus's Heritage - lots of good stuff in there
Joseph - why Joseph, could he have decided not to be used by God, His response
Mary - why Mary, could/would we have responded the same way she did
Announcement, Shepherds, & Wise Men - why the shepherds, what was it like for them to see the Christ child for the first time?

I love the birth story and have been reading and re-reading it for the last week and a half. This year God has been focusing my attention on the Old Testament prophecies of Jesus' birth - where, how, and to whom. It's caused me to appreciate God's faithfulness more than I have in past years.

Thank you, God, for your faithfulness!
Mike

I Think I'm Going to LIke this Place

2009-12-19T09:58:00.003-06:00

The day we moved into our house in Troutdale two of our neighbors dropped by to say "Welcome to the neighborhood" and give us a lemon pound cake. And I said, "It is good!" (the pound cake and the neighbors).

Yesterday, Cindy and I gave some of Cindy's homemade apple butter to a few of our neighbors to introduce ourselves and wish them a Merry Christmas. As we were finishing up, one of them met us at our door with a gift for us. . .a 5 pound bag of whole-bean coffee! Oh holy moly!! And I said "It is good!" Come to find out, her husband works for a coffee company. Man, am I gonna like this place!!!

Good thing, too. I just used the last of the coffee that we did have this morning.

Gotta go find the coffee grinder. . .
Mike

Best Read of 2009

2009-12-18T17:10:00.002-06:00

Most people who know me know I like to read. I like to read biographies, books on spiritual formation/discipleship/life change (yes, Grant, I read your post :) ) and I'm a better reader than doer sometimes. I also like books about leadership, and books that challenge me. I do like to read fiction - John Grisham, Robert Ludlum, and the like - but I have to make myself read for "fun".

This past year I didn't read as many books as I have in the past, but I did read some that I would definitely recommend.

My favorite books of 2009 - these are book that I would recommend for one reason or another:

Servolution by Dino Rizzo
Church Unique by Will Mancini
Leading on Empty: Refilling Your Tank and Renewing Your Passion by Wayne Cordiero
Crazy Love by Francis Chan

The books I really want to read in 2010?

Simple Life by Thom & Art Rainer
Primal by Mark Batterson
Killing Cockroaches by Tony Morgan

What was/were your favorite book(s) of 2009? And what are looking forward to reading in 2010?

Now if I could just find my glasses. . .
Mike

One of Those Days

2009-12-11T11:29:00.002-06:00

Ever have one of those days where you fall into bed, but feel good about it? Yesterday was that for me. I don't think I was in my office more than an hour yesterday, but what was accomplished wouldn't and couldn't get done sitting behind my desk.

That's a bit of my quirkiness. I have to work, sometimes, to get out from behind my desk. And, at times, I need days like yesterday to do just that. The cool thing was that I didn't do them alone. I got to hang out with Lance, Rick, Roger, Dale, Debbie, Kerry & Jim, Tim & Kim, Dan, and Dave. I got to meet two young men who are not only football players, but leaders. I got to see Chris in action, and hear how his players love and respect him. I got to hear a brother in Christ's story of how, through a series of unbelievable events, his children were taken from him, the hear the the pain in his heart and had an opportunity to pray for him. I met a man who has a great attitude and a 2010 Harley Davidson Soft-Tail (ok, admittedly I was a little envious). I got to laugh with people who are just stinkin' funny.

Today, on the other hand, is resting and hanging out day with Cindy day. Can't wait to see what God has in store for us today!

Mike

All You Need is Love

2009-12-04T10:16:00.002-06:00

Got a notice this morning that on December 7, Starbucks is hosting a worldwide sing-a-long to continue to raise awareness and funds for (RED) - a movement started to help fight AIDS in Africa. They will be singing the song All You Need is Love. And you and I could join them.

I was thinking about that song this morning, sort of singing it in my best Beatles-esque. Okay, so it didn't sound so much like the Beatles, but it did get me to thinking. . .what kind of love is all we need? Is it the others-focused kind of love that doesn't require or expect anything in return? Because, to be honest, that doesn't seem to be humanity's forte. How does a world do that when it's not our nature to express that kind of love?

Now stay with me. . .

On Tuesday I woke up with the story of the Good Samaritan on mind. Don't know why, but I did. And I, like a lot of teachers of this passage, focused on the story what it means to love your neighbor. But this morning I started thinking about the initial encounter between the lawyer and Jesus.

The man asks a great question, "Teacher, what must I do to inherit eternal life?" After further prodding by Jesus he even answers correctly when he replied, "Love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul, with all your strength, and with all your mind. And love your neighbor as yourself." Great answer!! But he didn't stop there. He messed up when he tried to trick the Son of God - by the way, that's never a good idea. The lawyer went on to ask, "but who is my neighbor?"

Here's where I've been trying to get to (and thanks for hanging with me this long). The man would have never had to asked the neighbor thing if he had an inkling of understanding of God's meaning of love. It wouldn't have mattered who his neighbor was if he really had the slightest grasp of what loving God and loving others really meant. All he would need is love. . .God's love!

And a lot of sickness could be prevented, poverty possibly wiped out, and children would have clothes to wear and food to eat if we, as a society, really had God's love in our hearts. All we would need is love.

And people could see and encounter the face of Jesus as we, the church - the bride of Jesus - loved our God and our neighbor. . .if we truly understood the meaning of loving God and loving our neighbor as God intended. And our neighbor's life - next door, down the street, next door to our church, across town, across this nation, and across the globe - could and would be changed.

Yes, all we need is love. . .God's love.

Love on,
Mike

The Gospel is NOT a Secret

2009-10-05T10:39:00.002-05:00

Reading Ephesians 3:6 this morning

This mystery is that through the gospel the Gentiles are heirs together with Israel, members together of one body, and sharers together in the promise in Christ Jesus.

and the thought kept coming to me that, as in Paul's day, the gospel wasn't meant for just a specific group of people. It was meant to be shared with everyone. For Paul that was anyone else who was not a Jew, in other words. . .Gentiles. And anyone and everyone that accepted Christ became heirs of God's riches and blessings. . .they, too, were members of one body - the Body of Christ. . .and shared together in the promise of Jesus.

Now stay with me. . .this means that the people in Portland, Gresham, Troutdale, Fairview, Damascus, Happy Valley and all of the surrounding areas share in this mystery of the Messiah. Not that they already share in the heir-ship, but there's nothing keeping them from it except their unwillingness to accept Christ as Lord and Savior.

But here's the rub - come in a little closer. . .closer. . .now listen very carefully. . .someone needs to tell them about the mystery of Jesus. IT'S NOT A SECRET!

That ought to take the pressure off of you and me. If you're bad at keeping secrets, you're off the hook. Tell somebody! It's OK. If you like secrets, pass it on to someone who's bad at keeping secrets.

And if you don't live in the northwest, it applies to your area as well.

It's not a secret!!
Mike

Making Time

2009-10-05T10:31:00.002-05:00

Hey couples! Looking for a reason, or two, to get away without the kids? Or just to get away? Tim Stevens, executive pastor at Granger Community Church, has posted about it here.

Looks like he's hit the nail on the head of several excuses we use not to get a way just to ourselves.

Thanks Tim.

Mike

Looking Back

2009-10-02T10:22:00.004-05:00

It's quiet in the house this morning. It's Friday, my day off, and as usual I got up grabbed a mug of joe, and spent some time with God . . .and Lucy (the tailless cat). Then I checked out some blogs I like to read, replied to some email, and surfed the net.

This morning I found myself looking back at another blog I used to write called In the Midst of the Valley. It's about two year's worth of lessons, confessions, discoveries, and travails in my own life. God used this time to remind me of some of those lessons. Some of which I still remember to this day. Others that I have long forgotten, but no less valuable at the time. He showed me how He led me through some of the darkest valley times of my life.

Don't know about you, but I'm kinda like that Boston song Don't Look Back. I don't look back very often. It's one of my quirky flaws. I deal with something, learn something, try something, then move on. I like looking forwards and at what's ahead. Rarely do I stop to look at where I've been. It's not that I don't do it, it's just not something I do on a regular basis or very easily. Then again, those who know me know that I'm also a self-daignosed A.D.D.-er

I'm learning to slow down, maybe even stop, and look back. . .to enjoy special moments, to re-learn forgotten lessons, to be reminded of God's hand on my life. I'm glancing back in my journal more at past prayer requests and seeing how God has or has not answered them and at truths He has revealed to me.

Maybe I'm just getting old. OK, that's a given (no comments from the peanut gallery). But maybe I'm learning to appreciate my past more than I used to. What about you? Are you a move-ahead person or a stop-and-look-back person. Whether you're one or the other, let me encourage you to take some time every now and then to look back at what God's been teaching you and where He's been leading you. You may be pleasantly surprised at how far you've come in your walk with God.

Looking back. . .
Mike

What if . . .?

2009-09-06T09:32:00.003-05:00

I was thinking this morning - I know, that's a very dangerous thing. But I was thinking, what if we all came or went to church this morning ready to . . .

ready to worship and get excited about worship,
ready to encourage someone else,
ready to pray for each other and for God's will to be done,
ready to study God's Word and respond to it in a way that pleases Him,
ready to fellowship (real koinonia kind of stuff, not the talking football over bad coffee and donuts fellowship),
ready to see the Spirit of God to drown us with His presence,
ready to see God transform lives, marriages, families, and communities
ready for revival to break out - this would scare most of us since most of us have rarely experienced true revival
ready to serve and meet the needs of those around us - in the church and in our communities,
ready for God to do SOMETHING?!

My heart breaks for churches who have never asked the question, "What if. . .?" They don't know what they are missing.

What if. . .?

Mike

Same Song, Fourth Verse

2009-08-13T09:50:00.003-05:00

Mornings for me this week haven't gone as well as I would want. I'm sleeping good. That's not the problem, it's been the waking up and getting going. And this morning isn't any different than previous mornings this week. Because of my hypothyroidism, I'm having trouble getting up and going in the mornings. . .or at least that's what I'm blaming it on.

Throughout the day I have short bursts of energy after which I feel like going back to bed. Last week at our church-wide family camp out Cindy, me, and some friends hiked to the beach (it was only about a 1/2 mile trek). Afterward, when we sat down to eat lunch I didn't have the energy to hold my sandwich to eat it.

Can't tell you how frustrating it is for me. I'm the guy who used to stay up until mid-night or 1:00 am reading and working or getting up at 4:00 am to work all day and catch dinner and a movie with some friends. I just can't do it anymore. At least until the meds kick in. . .and they haven't.

Poor Cindy, she gets the worn out, no energy left Mike at the end of the day. While she's ready to go and do with her hubby, her hubby just wants to crash. . .well, better yet recoup from crashing.

So this morning didn't start out any different. Couldn't get out of bed when the alarm went off. Don't have the energy to focus and get moving. But another day awaits. And it will go on with or without me. Got to meet the fire sprinkler guy to test the sprinkler system at the church, then it's off to lunch with Bryce, and this afternoon another meeting with Ron & Kathleen. Actually, I'm really looking forward to hanging out with Bryce and Ron & Kathleen. That's going to be fun!

Lord, may the Joy of the Lord be my strength today!
Mike

It's the Small Things

2009-08-06T12:40:00.002-05:00

The other day I found one of those fold-over calendars with a daily devotional thought on it in my box at the church. In it was a note from Ron, a new friend and brother in Christ. Ron and I met a couple of months ago, but have really been getting to know one another in the last couple of weeks.

Ron and I share some similar life experiences. Ron's super smart, he was a nurse until his health caused him to step down. Ron is the nth degree of me. I know that sounds funny, and for some probably pretty scary, but as much as I talk and chase rabbits, Ron is on a whole nother level. Regardless, I love to sit and hear is heart. I love to hear about his life. I love to watch him talk about the Lord with more joy than I've heard in church in a long time.

Ron sees himself as many of us should. . .broken by sin and selfishness, but made new because of the mercy and grace of God. I think this makes him very aware of his short-comings as he mentions them often; not bragging, but in humility and shame.

Maybe we church folk could learn something from Ron. Maybe we could learn about God's mercy and grace and be more appreciative of them. Maybe we could speak of God with more joy than we do of the Oregon Ducks, Alabama Crimson Tide, or the Texas Longhorns. Maybe we could learn to approach God and, better yet, each other, with humility and love. Wouldn't that make for a church that would impact the world!!

Ron, thanks for the gift. It may not mean much to anyone else, but it means a great deal to me. It sits on my desk next to my ever-waiting coffee cup. Every time I look at it I remember your genuine love for God. Thanks for the gentle and powerful reminder.

Mike

Coffe Shops and Lap Tops

2009-08-06T10:54:00.003-05:00

It appears that some coffee shops are discouraging lap top usage in their shops. An article in the Wall Street Journal today states that coffee shops in New York and California are "pulling the plug" on lap top usage. One of the reasons owners state is that people are coming and nursing a cup of coffee for the free Wi-Fi, making it difficult for customers who want to eat and spend more money to find a place to sit. I have to admit, I've been this guy before. I have a knack for really nursing a cup of coffee.

Some have simply restricted use during high-traffic times like lunch time. Others are covering outlets to save money. It's does seem a bit ironic, doesn't it. . .coffee shop and lap tops just seem to go together.

What do you think? Should coffee shops discourage the use of lap tops during high-traffic times, at all, any time? Are you one of those dragin' out a cup of coffee for the free Wi-Fi?

Mike

Slept Like a Dream

2009-07-31T14:23:00.003-05:00

Last night brought some much cooler weather to our part of the world. It enabled us to move from the living room (in front of the portable a/c) up back up to the bedroom last night. The weather was sooooo much cooler. It was great sleeping on our squishy mattress verses the air mattress. And we slept like a couple of peaceful dreams!

Thank you, Lord, for a much cooler night.
Mike

Faith?

2009-07-31T10:57:00.003-05:00

Reading through Daniel as Keith preaches through it. It's been really good. This week I've been reading through chapter 3 and something continued to catch my eye, but I didn't put all the pieces together until this morning. The key was verses 28-29. . .

Then Nebuchadnezzar said, "Praise be to the God of Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego, who has sent his angel and rescued his servants! They trusted in him and defied the king's command and were willing to give up their lives rather than serve or worship any god except their own God. Therefore I decree that the people of any nation or language who say anything against the God of Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego be cut into pieces and their houses be turned into piles of rubble, for no other god can save in this way."

These two verses present two sides to the same spiritual issue - FAITH! I define faith as putting trust in action. And Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego put their trust into action when it came to a life or death issue. Even Nebuchadnezzar recognized it. He said they trusted God to the point of defying the king and giving up their lives for Him. Now that's putting trust into action. That's faith.

On the other hand, here's Nebuchadnezzar who has seen the power of God through the furnace incident AND through Daniel's ability to not only interpret the king's dream, but tell him what it was in the first place. And I'm thinking, "This guy hasn't trusted or worshiped the "God of gods"? What's wrong with this guy? What's it going to take to get his attention? God has given him two HUGE manifestations of His power and ability, and this guy can't or won't worship God? Holy Moly, something's wrong here!

Then I stop and think about how many times I've seen God's power in, through, and around my life and I wonder, "Why don't I trust God more?" Why don't I bow down and give my all to the one who saved me? Why won't I worship the God of creation? When am I going to trust Him with everything in my life? I'm finding it harder and harder to condemn Nebuchadnezzar.

How about you? What about the church? You willing to die for God? Do you or your church trust God for even the smallest thing or the biggest thing? Do you trust Him to provide a job or take care of your needs? Does your church trust Him enough to step out on a limb that could get sawed off if He doesn't step in and rescue you? Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego did. Their very own words declare the depth of their faith, "O Nebuchadnezzar, we do not need to defend ourselves before you in this matter. If we are thrown into the blazing furnace, the God we serve is able to save us from it, and he will rescue us from your hand, O king. But even if he does not, we want you to know, O king, that we will not serve your gods or worship the image of gold you have set up. "

I think we are so lacking in our faith. We serve the God who saved us from the penalty of our sins, but won't go out on a limb for the Kingdom, because we don't believe He can, or will, save us. What's wrong with this us? What's it going to take to get our attention? God has given us two HUGE manifestations of His power and ability, and we can't or won't worship God? Holy Moly, something's wrong here!

God, have mercy on us. Help our unbelief and deepen our faith in you. Help us to step out and trust you in new ways today.
Mike

Mercy

2009-07-30T10:44:00.002-05:00

So I'm reading Psalms 30 today - yes, it's no coincidence that today is the 30th and I was reading the 30th Psalm. As I'm reading King David's words jumped out at me. . .

⁸To you, O LORD, I called;
to the Lord I cried for mercy:

I wrestle a bit with this notion of mercy, OK, I wrestle a lot with it. I honestly don't think I understand mercy the same way David understood it. I just don't get it.

And I don't think we in America get it. . .this concept of mercy. Think about it, when was the last time you asked someone to have mercy on you? When was the last time you asked God for His mercy?

So what is this mercy? I looked it up on dictionary.com here's what they had to say about mercy:

Compassionate or kindly forbearance shown toward an offender, enemy or other person in one's power; compassion, pity, or benevolence
The disposition to be compassionate or forbearing
An act of kindness, compassion, or favor
Something that give evidence of divine favor

I think some of our struggle, or at least my struggle, is that I don't see God as David saw Him. I don't view him as kind, compassionate, extender or favor or benevolence. Yet, here's this incredible God who has already extended the most amazing mercy to us through the death of His Son, and we don't ask for His mercy today. . .to get through today? What's wrong with us?

Again, I don't know why I hesitate to ask of His mercy. Maybe I'm not desperate enough. Maybe I don't recognize just how merciful God really is. Maybe to arrogant and prideful to ask God for mercy.

Of Father, as I/we cry out today, have mercy on us. Have mercy on those who are struggling with life and don't have anywhere else to turn. May you be the first place we turn for help and receive you never-ending mercy.

Mike

Organic Food - Better or Not?

2009-07-30T10:42:00.003-05:00

It appears that all they hype about organic food being better for us is just that...just a bunch of hype! We're paying for overpriced food that doesn't provide any more nutritional value than non-organic food. Hmmmm...

Check it out here

I can't afford it anyway.
Mike

Hotter than . . .

2009-07-29T10:58:00.003-05:00

It's Wednesday and we've been experiencing an unusual heat wave in the northwest. Yesterday it reached 105 (110 with the head index) up here. Today, it's supposed to reach somewhere around 107 degrees in the Portland area.

Being from Texas I usually say something like, "It's already been 103 where I'm from." Then I have to stop and remember that just about every house built in Texas has air conditioning. Here, that's not the case. Most of the people here don't have central air. Maybe a window unit or two, but most don't have anything but fans. The town home Cindy and I live in doesn't have any a/c and they were built last year. We even looked at a new home built just last year and the builder said it didn't have a/c, but it was wired for it. We were fortunate enough to find a portable a/c unit to cool the living/kitchen/dining area. Believe me, it's working overtime!!

So, when people say it's hot here, they mean it. Not that it's not hot in lower Alabama or Texas, it's just that we aren't as prepared for the extended heat as they are in the south where it's hot most of the summer.

We are expecting a reprieve later this week. It's supposed to drop to 95. Woohoo!!!

Now where's that bag of ice. . .aaahhhhh!!!
Mike